it took me quite some time to finally realize the whole situation is like.. i juz can't admit my weakness.. id rather ignore it and pretend not to knoe.. because i refuse to admit that im all negative and refuse to move forward and improved myself. i told myself everythng is fine whereas its so not true. i need so many thng to improve alright but i juz dun care. need to work harder, need to exercise but i dun feel like doing all those.. tahu apa yg nak dikejar tapi tak rase mcm nk mengejar! tak rasa. sy mati di dalam. mati..
there. i admit oledi. one pathethic ashu, coming right up....
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