ganster

I know.yes. I know. but it does not make a change. its just the same I guess. no matter how much you wanna change it. it stays the same. maybe I'm older that I don't find some things that I used to like back then. I just don't bother. It hurts actually not to know what you want in life. and it even hurt more when you have no idea on how to get what you want. Maybe I lack of plans. or maybe I don't have a desire to dream anymore. This mind of mind seems to be in full negativity. I can't change some stuffs around me. But I can change the way I think. and what I am thinking now is that I want to gain a lot of experience that I could.

remember me?

i remember when abah taught me how to ride a 2 wheel bicycle. The same goes to any mode of transportation (i.e driving license, took me six times. yes. but i have a senior's record.. 10x.. huhu. so what, we still got the license anyway by the end of the day. hehe.), i am very the easily give up person. eventually abah, being a not so patient as i am, (ke mana kuah tumpah kalau tak ke nasi), left me alone struggling with the handsome red bike with adik, heading for tasik. U cn imagine how I feel, right.. at first its already in my mind that its a mission impossible. i thought i will be sympathized but NO... and there i was.. sad and angry.. how could u! and all of a sudden, it just force me to do it right.. and once i balanced, i shouted loudly, as I followed behind the car...Abah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Abah!!!!!!!! and seeing from the side mirror, abah stopped and hug me.. Yeay, kakak dah boleh naik basikal....