dearest shashu..
hows life.. i knoe its been long since i called u. or write to u. im juz confuse myself.. as much as u r. dun worry.. life is hard. of course. but it would be a lot harder if u dun live it up.. dun let the others, let u down.. dont allow them.. never. so what if u r not lady D, or body perfect or genius straight As.. so what, shuu? it dosent matter to me as long ur comfortable in being u. rite? well, its deir lost if dey find u not updated or oldy or wut not. juz be u. dats at least, u cn do for ur own sake.. n wut does matter is act wut Allah wud thnk about u.. rite? so, wut wud Allah be thnkng bout u, huh? hv u go thru today better than yesterdy?
well, to tell u d truth, iv been having some confusion, u see. as much s ur confuse either to let go or stay.. im confuse of life and how easily influence i am to d ppl around me. take for example when a fren, (u knoe whch one..;)) complaints to me about a lecturer, well, i shud juz listen, rite? im so mad wif myself.. i shud gv her/him a gud example. not to back stab or say bad thngs about ur teacher.. but i ended up being joining and adding up where necessary to hr complaints! haiyo.. ape cer nie.. mn leh mcm nie woo. haih!
owh, mun is getting married u knoe.. i felt like iv lost a part of me, but i need to let her go.. she needs to go.. to fly. to a better place.. i wish i cud only be hpy for hr.. but i cant help in being sad, bcoz she wont be der for me.. not dat much anymore, as she'l be busy with a new life. living with a new someone.. its always about me, isnt it? i alwez felt im the victim.. im the loosing side. and i dun thnk about the othr side. how does she feel.. or sumtimes, how do u feel.. whch im sori as well, shash.. der r times, i broke my promises. or mayb almost all d time. im alwez punctual for other ppl. but for u, the nearest fren of me, i juz delay. delay in everything. esp d gus ones...
im sori. thou i knoe i shall b forgiven, but still, i need u to let go of it.. of those confusions. of those hate, jealousy and selfishness whch i knoe, its not like u meant it, but as much as i let go of the thngs i wish i cud, but cud not; i wish n hope that ur much stronger than i am.. which u are! and will alwez be! :)
luv, ME..
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
pikir r nie!
fine. fine. fine.
i am so not gonna think of you baney leman pezen bagus. cold nk mampos.
and YOU, genius of d very gud cheer leader-why do i need u at d first place-gosh-
thank you. and yes i mean it. thank YOU!
p/s: ESOK PAGI BUTE PERLU KE KG BANGKUNG UTK KAJI SELDIDK TAHAP KESIHATAN KG ITU.. OH NOOO (suara parvin..) hahaha.
i am so not gonna think of you baney leman pezen bagus. cold nk mampos.
and YOU, genius of d very gud cheer leader-why do i need u at d first place-gosh-
thank you. and yes i mean it. thank YOU!
p/s: ESOK PAGI BUTE PERLU KE KG BANGKUNG UTK KAJI SELDIDK TAHAP KESIHATAN KG ITU.. OH NOOO (suara parvin..) hahaha.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
what d
now, im feeling like.......................
fuuuh. can i not feel anything rite now? can i not judge u. can i juz be whatever.. and still, im waiting for a day when i cn juz accept u for who u are and i, for who i am..
owh well, things dun hv to be great. things dun hv to be cool.
owh pliz, thngs dun hv to be perfect!
-the end-
fuuuh. can i not feel anything rite now? can i not judge u. can i juz be whatever.. and still, im waiting for a day when i cn juz accept u for who u are and i, for who i am..
owh well, things dun hv to be great. things dun hv to be cool.
owh pliz, thngs dun hv to be perfect!
-the end-
i know...
selfishly, i wanna u to hear and understand at the same time..
but then,
so what; if u dun understnd...
at least u tell...
and by telling, dat means, ur listening..
and listening to me is like.. BO ringg..
hee~
thank you! (:
but then,
so what; if u dun understnd...
at least u tell...
and by telling, dat means, ur listening..
and listening to me is like.. BO ringg..
hee~
thank you! (:
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
as-salam-mualaikum.....
assalamualaikum makcik, sy shahirah dari Cyberjy Uni College of Medical Sciences, nak buat survey lah tahap kesihatan penduduk kawasan taman nie.. (padahal pre-test jerh), boleh benarkan sy tanya makcik beberapa soalan..(ada 148 soalan kot. haha)
----makcik ada menonton rancangan televisyen drama mcm cerekarama, etc?
makcik selalu tgk AXN, CSI, discovery channel... (muka separa terkejut, impress..) owh..bagusnya makcik.. aah, makcik minat tgk.. -------
assalammualaikum......
waalaikumsalam..
makcik, kami dr pejabat kesihatan, nak buat pemeriksaan pembiakan aedes di kawasan belakang dan hadapan rumah makcik.. mohon kerjasamalah..
p/s: nyamuk aedes hanya membiak dgn air bersih jerh.. yg tenang dan tak mengalir..
----makcik ada menonton rancangan televisyen drama mcm cerekarama, etc?
makcik selalu tgk AXN, CSI, discovery channel... (muka separa terkejut, impress..) owh..bagusnya makcik.. aah, makcik minat tgk.. -------
assalammualaikum......
waalaikumsalam..
makcik, kami dr pejabat kesihatan, nak buat pemeriksaan pembiakan aedes di kawasan belakang dan hadapan rumah makcik.. mohon kerjasamalah..
p/s: nyamuk aedes hanya membiak dgn air bersih jerh.. yg tenang dan tak mengalir..
Monday, October 26, 2009
roller coster mood
haih.
melayan lagu2 pahana the wrestler di dlm kete hitam (sori, mmg tak reti nama kereta, hatta kereta2 kat umah aku je r yg aku hafaz dan kereta yg selain dr umah aku, harap maaf. ) nway, dlm kete itam tuh lah time2 aku malas gle nak bawak kete pg RC or kampung2, esp kampung bangkong jgn harap aku nk bawak kete g situh jauh nk mampos or watever, mendengar kan lagu2 mp3 (nie lagik satu, ape nama teknologi nie, i dun gv a damn.. mp3 agaknyer..) list of songs yg membuai2 perasaan. serius. kalo satu hari dgr lagu cinta2 nie bleh mereng aku. feel love instantly siot. kalo ade org yg nk dicurahkan xpe gak.. nieh, xde. buat penat happy hormones jer kuar. (apekah nama hormon itu? prof hamdan, sori.. wee) nway, hari nie melawat toilet kat tempat2 kampung org asli. even aku penah tgk toilet nieh kat kampung aku dulu.. tapik kali nie baru paham asal lah toilet nieh kat luar and pelik and asal dibentuk mcm tuh, ade ruang lat bumbung nie mcm bg org mengendap jer. rupe2 nye untuk ventilation purpose. hehe. and 1st impression aku pasal org2 BAKAS (bekalan air dan kebersihan alam sekeliling) nieh mcm agak hina r gak, 'org2 toilet'.. tapi at d moment org BAKAS tuh bg intro, hit tros otak aku.. ape pentingnya toilet? erkkkk. sgt penting, ok.. kalo xde toilet yg best mcm umah aku, umah ko, umah kita, pergh, tak idup aku wey. kalo balik kg tuh, bukannye taknak balik tau, mesti r rindu nenek atok sumeh tapik toilet......... crius. itu adelah melting point aku utk tidak balik sekerap yg sepatutnya.. ergh. kalo aku kecik2 dulu mcm agak x kesah kot sbb ade org cebokkan, ade org tlg pulun flushkan.. haha. pape r kan, kalo aku still kecik lagik pon xdpt r buat ape org besar buat. haih. kesimpulannyer, perlu utk tidak under estimate org, ok.. sila bersangka baik dgn semua org. even kawan2 punye tendency utk menginvinsible kan ko pon.. xpe. jadik invinsible cool per. (do i sound like yorke, now?) heh. daaa~ (banyaknya keje nk buat... report lah, proposal lah, haih!)
melayan lagu2 pahana the wrestler di dlm kete hitam (sori, mmg tak reti nama kereta, hatta kereta2 kat umah aku je r yg aku hafaz dan kereta yg selain dr umah aku, harap maaf. ) nway, dlm kete itam tuh lah time2 aku malas gle nak bawak kete pg RC or kampung2, esp kampung bangkong jgn harap aku nk bawak kete g situh jauh nk mampos or watever, mendengar kan lagu2 mp3 (nie lagik satu, ape nama teknologi nie, i dun gv a damn.. mp3 agaknyer..) list of songs yg membuai2 perasaan. serius. kalo satu hari dgr lagu cinta2 nie bleh mereng aku. feel love instantly siot. kalo ade org yg nk dicurahkan xpe gak.. nieh, xde. buat penat happy hormones jer kuar. (apekah nama hormon itu? prof hamdan, sori.. wee) nway, hari nie melawat toilet kat tempat2 kampung org asli. even aku penah tgk toilet nieh kat kampung aku dulu.. tapik kali nie baru paham asal lah toilet nieh kat luar and pelik and asal dibentuk mcm tuh, ade ruang lat bumbung nie mcm bg org mengendap jer. rupe2 nye untuk ventilation purpose. hehe. and 1st impression aku pasal org2 BAKAS (bekalan air dan kebersihan alam sekeliling) nieh mcm agak hina r gak, 'org2 toilet'.. tapi at d moment org BAKAS tuh bg intro, hit tros otak aku.. ape pentingnya toilet? erkkkk. sgt penting, ok.. kalo xde toilet yg best mcm umah aku, umah ko, umah kita, pergh, tak idup aku wey. kalo balik kg tuh, bukannye taknak balik tau, mesti r rindu nenek atok sumeh tapik toilet......... crius. itu adelah melting point aku utk tidak balik sekerap yg sepatutnya.. ergh. kalo aku kecik2 dulu mcm agak x kesah kot sbb ade org cebokkan, ade org tlg pulun flushkan.. haha. pape r kan, kalo aku still kecik lagik pon xdpt r buat ape org besar buat. haih. kesimpulannyer, perlu utk tidak under estimate org, ok.. sila bersangka baik dgn semua org. even kawan2 punye tendency utk menginvinsible kan ko pon.. xpe. jadik invinsible cool per. (do i sound like yorke, now?) heh. daaa~ (banyaknya keje nk buat... report lah, proposal lah, haih!)
dunia...
Lirik Putihnya Lukisan - Meet Uncle Hussain
Oh duniapenuh dengan derita
ada suka
ada juga dukanya
yang di sana sedang menakluk dunia
yang di sini ditimpa malapetaka
Oh dunia harinioh sedihnya
oh tanah dijajah lagioh kejamnya
*Jika ku seorang pelukis
akan ku warnai duniadengan warna putih
agar tiada gelap lukisannya ow oh oh dan oh
Oh manusiatak ku mengerti sifatnyaada mulia ada juga kejinya
yang si tua berbalahkan kuasa
yang simuda mengacukan senjata
Oh maruah dijual beli
oh murah nya
oh bumi terbelah lagi
oh bencana
and i change my mind.. public health posting is indeed great. im able to realize that there r things dat r not undr ur control.. and der r thngs dat u cn change.. like me finally able to arranging stuffs even initially according to kude's fussiness.. and the long roads to nilai from ampang or putra makes me able to finally cross the road at more than 120km/hr.. not bad for a chicken cum driver name shahirah shuaib.. not bad at all! (:
mun is getting married this 6th or 7th.. (mind me, nikah 6 kots..) nway, im feel so growing up when i heard that my dearest last aunty who is 5 years older than i am is getting married to the luv of her lifetime, cik azam/khalid coz he looks like khalid jamlus. haha. nway, sbb kitaorng beza 5 tahun jerh, so i am so d very close to her.. esp zaman2 sebelum dia sgt sebok berkerjaya di UOB bank.. mun / mak nel/ or appropriately mak su, but her sister who is also my aunt name is suhaila and atok is like 'this is mak su' and so, mak nel cannot be calling mak su even its also ok to call mak su as mak su and mak nel as mak su as well.. owh my, nway.. it dosent matter, wut does matter is dat shashu doa moge mak nel saye majlis nikah/sanding berjalan lancar.. ameen. woot, mun, cepat r mengandung babe, gua nak ukur perut lu! weeee. ;)
meng-meng akan naik umurnya kepada 22 pada baki 5 hari lagi. gosh, cant wait nak beli topup 30 hinggit and bercakap dgn meng2, wishing2 happy birthday. meng adelah kawan baik sy yg palinggggggggg sweet sekalik.. sy syg meng2 sbb meng2 punye telinge dan dimensi mata yg berbeza.. walaupun acap kali nampak down tapi sebenarnye meng sgt forward looking orangnye, despite all s*** yg dia gone thru tapi meng tetap maintain meng.. hee. syg kamu old pal. age is juz a matter or numbers. kan, kan..
akhir-akhir nie abah mcm stress jer. semua bende nk marah2. if scene itu tadik semalam berlaku 5 tahun yg dulu, sure aku down dgn abah or even get even dgn dia or rather culture shock but being me today, aku telan jer pe dia hambur.. and trying my best to distract him frm bebeling.. 'bah, iklan kat billboard nie org tuh kna byr mahal kan kan..' 'bah, yg org tesco tadik tuh mmg lembap hell kan abah kan..' 'abah dah buang air brape kali minum air herbs nie..' wee. tak pasal2 but peace, aku life saver mak ok dr kna bebel. haha.
adam. bukan cite nur kasih lah. seorang adam, di mn aku hawa nye.
rindukan adam yg entah bila akan muncul dgn izinNya.
atau dia sudah muncul dan aku masih lagi terhijab dgn hikmahNya?
ah..
pedulik hape.
aku xnak dgr lagi ko merepeks!!!!!
owh, dats d other me, talking to the other me, trying to reach the so called me
to get at least some sense in at least logic basic thinking stuffs whch sumhow n sumday will be a lot easier.. mayb, juz mayb~
wee. selamat malam seluruh hamba..
Oh duniapenuh dengan derita
ada suka
ada juga dukanya
yang di sana sedang menakluk dunia
yang di sini ditimpa malapetaka
Oh dunia harinioh sedihnya
oh tanah dijajah lagioh kejamnya
*Jika ku seorang pelukis
akan ku warnai duniadengan warna putih
agar tiada gelap lukisannya ow oh oh dan oh
Oh manusiatak ku mengerti sifatnyaada mulia ada juga kejinya
yang si tua berbalahkan kuasa
yang simuda mengacukan senjata
Oh maruah dijual beli
oh murah nya
oh bumi terbelah lagi
oh bencana
and i change my mind.. public health posting is indeed great. im able to realize that there r things dat r not undr ur control.. and der r thngs dat u cn change.. like me finally able to arranging stuffs even initially according to kude's fussiness.. and the long roads to nilai from ampang or putra makes me able to finally cross the road at more than 120km/hr.. not bad for a chicken cum driver name shahirah shuaib.. not bad at all! (:
mun is getting married this 6th or 7th.. (mind me, nikah 6 kots..) nway, im feel so growing up when i heard that my dearest last aunty who is 5 years older than i am is getting married to the luv of her lifetime, cik azam/khalid coz he looks like khalid jamlus. haha. nway, sbb kitaorng beza 5 tahun jerh, so i am so d very close to her.. esp zaman2 sebelum dia sgt sebok berkerjaya di UOB bank.. mun / mak nel/ or appropriately mak su, but her sister who is also my aunt name is suhaila and atok is like 'this is mak su' and so, mak nel cannot be calling mak su even its also ok to call mak su as mak su and mak nel as mak su as well.. owh my, nway.. it dosent matter, wut does matter is dat shashu doa moge mak nel saye majlis nikah/sanding berjalan lancar.. ameen. woot, mun, cepat r mengandung babe, gua nak ukur perut lu! weeee. ;)
meng-meng akan naik umurnya kepada 22 pada baki 5 hari lagi. gosh, cant wait nak beli topup 30 hinggit and bercakap dgn meng2, wishing2 happy birthday. meng adelah kawan baik sy yg palinggggggggg sweet sekalik.. sy syg meng2 sbb meng2 punye telinge dan dimensi mata yg berbeza.. walaupun acap kali nampak down tapi sebenarnye meng sgt forward looking orangnye, despite all s*** yg dia gone thru tapi meng tetap maintain meng.. hee. syg kamu old pal. age is juz a matter or numbers. kan, kan..
akhir-akhir nie abah mcm stress jer. semua bende nk marah2. if scene itu tadik semalam berlaku 5 tahun yg dulu, sure aku down dgn abah or even get even dgn dia or rather culture shock but being me today, aku telan jer pe dia hambur.. and trying my best to distract him frm bebeling.. 'bah, iklan kat billboard nie org tuh kna byr mahal kan kan..' 'bah, yg org tesco tadik tuh mmg lembap hell kan abah kan..' 'abah dah buang air brape kali minum air herbs nie..' wee. tak pasal2 but peace, aku life saver mak ok dr kna bebel. haha.
adam. bukan cite nur kasih lah. seorang adam, di mn aku hawa nye.
rindukan adam yg entah bila akan muncul dgn izinNya.
atau dia sudah muncul dan aku masih lagi terhijab dgn hikmahNya?
ah..
pedulik hape.
aku xnak dgr lagi ko merepeks!!!!!
owh, dats d other me, talking to the other me, trying to reach the so called me
to get at least some sense in at least logic basic thinking stuffs whch sumhow n sumday will be a lot easier.. mayb, juz mayb~
wee. selamat malam seluruh hamba..
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
enam belas sepuluh
ada masanya kita merasa senang dan ada masanya kita rasa payah.
susah-susah-susah
itu jer yang bermain di fikiran aku sekarang.
and indeed public health is one pain for me and perhaps for all of us.
especially when ur not good in driving like me, lembap menghafal map macam aku,
toilet tak best, air kecik, byk kna travel, bla3..
so, is der all wrong and dark here in sepang?
perhaps i need more preparation.
i need not be afraid of who i am
but the truth is , there r so much thngs dat
my mum or dad or adik can cover me up back then
but now its been like campak to a whole new world
not that i cant stand on my own
but my head cant help saying that this is the crack ship
but then, bersangka baik aje lah.
esok masih ada. masih...
p/s: birthday saye jgn lupe ya.. :)
susah-susah-susah
itu jer yang bermain di fikiran aku sekarang.
and indeed public health is one pain for me and perhaps for all of us.
especially when ur not good in driving like me, lembap menghafal map macam aku,
toilet tak best, air kecik, byk kna travel, bla3..
so, is der all wrong and dark here in sepang?
perhaps i need more preparation.
i need not be afraid of who i am
but the truth is , there r so much thngs dat
my mum or dad or adik can cover me up back then
but now its been like campak to a whole new world
not that i cant stand on my own
but my head cant help saying that this is the crack ship
but then, bersangka baik aje lah.
esok masih ada. masih...
p/s: birthday saye jgn lupe ya.. :)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
puzzle of life
reading letterman's scandal makes me come across 2 points.. manusia mmg x pnh cukup dgn apa yg dia ada, n if im in his shoes, will I b a lot worst than hm.. come to think of it, manusia takkan pnh lepas dr buaat silap But kita juge yg decide.. u decide ur life n ur decision 2dy will definitely effect ur future.. yosh! exm kol3. woot!!
Monday, October 5, 2009
moga Allah beri lagi.. tq Allah
aku takut benar Dia tak dgr.
sbb lambat sgt aku mintak.
hari jumaat baru terhegeh2 nak menadah.
ya allah, permudahkanlah exam aku especially dgn patient.
aku xnak sgt dgn jerung. (alhamdulilah, dpt dr haizal..)
and smoge apa yg aku bace, keluar xm..(patient PPROM bace mlm tadik smpi ke pagi..tq lah imran, slide ko sgt membantus)
aku balik, aku sujud syukur.segera. alhamdulilah, allah beri.
kemudian tak semena-mena aku sebak.. ya allah, aku yg hina nie pun, dgn penuh sifat pemurah kau beri, utk satu exam yg semata2 result dunia nie, kau beri, itu pun aku minta lambat..
mungkin, kalau aku minta, dia... dia yg sinarannya mendamaikan, mungkinkah kau beri, ya allah? mungkinkah seorang ali diberi kepd seorg yg selain fatimah??
ya allah.. moga kau beri lagi rasa bahagia mendpt pertolongan dariMu. ameen.
p/s: pose enam masih berbaki 2 hari.. woot!
sbb lambat sgt aku mintak.
hari jumaat baru terhegeh2 nak menadah.
ya allah, permudahkanlah exam aku especially dgn patient.
aku xnak sgt dgn jerung. (alhamdulilah, dpt dr haizal..)
and smoge apa yg aku bace, keluar xm..(patient PPROM bace mlm tadik smpi ke pagi..tq lah imran, slide ko sgt membantus)
aku balik, aku sujud syukur.segera. alhamdulilah, allah beri.
kemudian tak semena-mena aku sebak.. ya allah, aku yg hina nie pun, dgn penuh sifat pemurah kau beri, utk satu exam yg semata2 result dunia nie, kau beri, itu pun aku minta lambat..
mungkin, kalau aku minta, dia... dia yg sinarannya mendamaikan, mungkinkah kau beri, ya allah? mungkinkah seorang ali diberi kepd seorg yg selain fatimah??
ya allah.. moga kau beri lagi rasa bahagia mendpt pertolongan dariMu. ameen.
p/s: pose enam masih berbaki 2 hari.. woot!
Saturday, October 3, 2009
berhabuk
and maybe i might be me again. a better me. amin.
monday, 5th Oct, 8.30 til 9. 15.. exam kat ward 2A! gudluck shahirah. u cn do it!
monday, 5th Oct, 8.30 til 9. 15.. exam kat ward 2A! gudluck shahirah. u cn do it!
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
bila perlu untuk fokus lalu fokus itu lari dan kita penat lalu berehat;)
a tag by yorke...
Instructions:
* Bold the statements that are true to you.*
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.*
Leave the fibs alone.* Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Mid Valley is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.
1st assignment done..kerja sekolah kedua..
tag 5 orang..
1. baqs
2. aliah musa
3. elly elly
4. nen
5. abel
Instructions:
* Bold the statements that are true to you.*
Italicize the statements that you wish were true.*
Leave the fibs alone.* Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
Mid Valley is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.
1st assignment done..kerja sekolah kedua..
tag 5 orang..
1. baqs
2. aliah musa
3. elly elly
4. nen
5. abel
Saturday, September 26, 2009
best kot
best kot tgk org yg bleh set goal.. and determine smpi dpt achieve it.
bukan ape, sbb aku xpenah..
hampeh seyes.
kalo ade goal pun, bukan goal namanye kalo tak work for it.
lama2 goal pon bohsan dgn aku.
sume aku nak tapi tak buat sampai aku dpt.. setakat nak jer pastuh tak buat pape buat ape.
nie lagi teruk dari mat jenin. at least mat jenin ade r gak 'nampak' ape yg dia nak. aku takut kot nak nak apa yg aku nak. ergh. dush dush.
tlg lah for once, buat sth tak payah org suro! :(
istiqomah tiada dlm diri... dilemma sungguh dgn setan.
(synkkurus.synkA.synakberanipotongketedgnbergayeselamat.synkblajamasaknmasaksedap2utkmak
synkkuruslembapaarjadikorggemuknie:(sytaknakmalasbasuhmukab4tido.haih.synakA.Synakjadikspinalreflex.owh.bestnya.synakbwatmasters.
synakbwatphd.synakjadifatimahsothatlehdptali,kaloxdptalipon,atleastbaiklahlebehkuangselamatduniaakhirat..
dansynkjadizuhudwalausemuadunianampkbestsgtutkbermewah2)
if u fail to plan, u plan to fail.
sekian... kesimpulan hidup sy...
bukan ape, sbb aku xpenah..
hampeh seyes.
kalo ade goal pun, bukan goal namanye kalo tak work for it.
lama2 goal pon bohsan dgn aku.
sume aku nak tapi tak buat sampai aku dpt.. setakat nak jer pastuh tak buat pape buat ape.
nie lagi teruk dari mat jenin. at least mat jenin ade r gak 'nampak' ape yg dia nak. aku takut kot nak nak apa yg aku nak. ergh. dush dush.
tlg lah for once, buat sth tak payah org suro! :(
istiqomah tiada dlm diri... dilemma sungguh dgn setan.
(synkkurus.synkA.synakberanipotongketedgnbergayeselamat.synkblajamasaknmasaksedap2utkmak
synkkuruslembapaarjadikorggemuknie:(sytaknakmalasbasuhmukab4tido.haih.synakA.Synakjadikspinalreflex.owh.bestnya.synakbwatmasters.
synakbwatphd.synakjadifatimahsothatlehdptali,kaloxdptalipon,atleastbaiklahlebehkuangselamatduniaakhirat..
dansynkjadizuhudwalausemuadunianampkbestsgtutkbermewah2)
if u fail to plan, u plan to fail.
sekian... kesimpulan hidup sy...
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
ramadhan berlalu...
bila something tuh hilang depan mata baru kita rasa kehilangan kan.
mcm tuh juga ramdhan dan raya.
tapi kali nie rasa sgt.
macam air di sungai mengalir melepasi celah2 jari kita.
hati aku berkecamuk. dengan byknya hari2 yg berlalu yg tak terisi.
dlm masa yg sama, satu persatu wajah2 itu muncul. tiada kaitan tapi seolah2 cukup dekat di hati. entah apa lah yg mereka hadapi dan lalui utk smpi ke tahap sekarang.
benar, usaha itu lif kejayaan. mereka semua pasti tak pernah berputus asa. tak pernah.
meski pun puasa sudah tak perlu lagi. terawikh sudah tiada. malam seribu bulan hanya tinggal kenangan.. nasib lah puasa enam dpt mengubat kerinduan ramadhan dan kesemua isi di dlm nya.
kdg2 aku mahu menyalahkan dunia.
yg membuat aku leka dgn keasyikkannya.
namun dunia pun hamba. yg merayu agar dirinya tidak sakit dgn ragam manusia yg pelbagai. termasuk aku. aku jua hamba yg sering kali berlagak tuan. yg menyalahkan dunia atas kelemahan dirinya menepis musuh akrab yg sudah bebas tak terbelenggu lagi.
setiap hamba layak diuji. dan aku mahu diuji agar aku tahu tuhan itu dekat dgnku..
mimpi semalam menyedarkan aku akan suatu perkara yg membingungkan.
adakah benar, tuhan?
aku masih tidak mahu percaya.
bak kata adik, mungkin roh kita berjumpa dgn rohnya.
entah.
masih lagi pelik.
tapi hati masih bisu.
seribu bahasa...
ah, raya. ape lah ertinya jika mata ku masih lagi melihat segenap sisi sisi gelap manusia. dan otak ku yg sepatutnya menggali ilmu dipindahkan kerisauan terhadap mereka. terima kasih kerna menunjukkan contoh yg 'baik'.. ingat lah. redha tuhan ada dlm redha ibu ayah...
mcm tuh juga ramdhan dan raya.
tapi kali nie rasa sgt.
macam air di sungai mengalir melepasi celah2 jari kita.
hati aku berkecamuk. dengan byknya hari2 yg berlalu yg tak terisi.
dlm masa yg sama, satu persatu wajah2 itu muncul. tiada kaitan tapi seolah2 cukup dekat di hati. entah apa lah yg mereka hadapi dan lalui utk smpi ke tahap sekarang.
benar, usaha itu lif kejayaan. mereka semua pasti tak pernah berputus asa. tak pernah.
meski pun puasa sudah tak perlu lagi. terawikh sudah tiada. malam seribu bulan hanya tinggal kenangan.. nasib lah puasa enam dpt mengubat kerinduan ramadhan dan kesemua isi di dlm nya.
kdg2 aku mahu menyalahkan dunia.
yg membuat aku leka dgn keasyikkannya.
namun dunia pun hamba. yg merayu agar dirinya tidak sakit dgn ragam manusia yg pelbagai. termasuk aku. aku jua hamba yg sering kali berlagak tuan. yg menyalahkan dunia atas kelemahan dirinya menepis musuh akrab yg sudah bebas tak terbelenggu lagi.
setiap hamba layak diuji. dan aku mahu diuji agar aku tahu tuhan itu dekat dgnku..
mimpi semalam menyedarkan aku akan suatu perkara yg membingungkan.
adakah benar, tuhan?
aku masih tidak mahu percaya.
bak kata adik, mungkin roh kita berjumpa dgn rohnya.
entah.
masih lagi pelik.
tapi hati masih bisu.
seribu bahasa...
ah, raya. ape lah ertinya jika mata ku masih lagi melihat segenap sisi sisi gelap manusia. dan otak ku yg sepatutnya menggali ilmu dipindahkan kerisauan terhadap mereka. terima kasih kerna menunjukkan contoh yg 'baik'.. ingat lah. redha tuhan ada dlm redha ibu ayah...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
come on lah~
come on lah, bende kecik pon nk nanges.. haih. x tough langsong. ya r, compare to everthng else, tlg lah jgn compare aku dgn adik.. apehal. fine, u hv all the right to marah me. fine. but pliz. dis is not fair. its like comparing apple n orange. he listens well. not like me. degil. yes. thank you. and now im sheding my tear and i dun feel like sad nemo coz i wanna prove to u dat im incharge. as much as una is!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
remember
remember the day u decided to stand. and jatuh balik.. then ur mum or ur abg or ur abah hold ur hand. and u dun cry. but u think its fun sbb by standing and 20 seconds later falling flat atas pampers, mak laugh and she thinks dats so cute of u and u sumhow obviously agrees with her..
remember the day u saw mak semayang and u think nanti bila mak bwat stunt elephant nak naik atas belakang dia mcm gelongsor slide.. and sikit pun mak tak marah tapi dia pesan, nanti pecah kepala nanti.. hehe.
remember the day when u were in tadika, wearing those tiny uniforms and bawa bekal and stuff. i used to miss mak and cried in the toilet. at one point my class teacher will drag me out of the toilet.. teruk giler but then im my momma's little gurl.. (:
remember when the day school finishes and mak was not around yet, i used to play ting-ting with old pal frens whch i forgot their names but faces no way.. i heart u guys where ever u are..
remember when u first puasa.. abah was worried that i tak tahan and he woke me up from sleep and i think i was standard one that time and asked me to drink and eat.. and still now being 15 years later, abah masih risau dgn sebegitu byk perkara yg out of his control whch i will alwez terdengar in his doa, ya allah selamatkan lah anak anak ku shahirah dan shahiran dari perkara-perkara malapetaka yg hanya Kau mampu lindungi..
and remember Dr Jamil nak case write up esok??
yeah! O & G! NAK abes dah posting ini :(
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
lenyap
lenyap sudah
dari hari ke hari
lalu termangu kesunyian
perlukah sesuatu ditunggu berlaku
semoga tunggu pun bosan
dan berlalu
sesuatu harus berlaku
dan mata tidak boleh hanya memerhati
kerna entah bila masa yg berlalu itu dpt dtg kembali
kalah sebelum bertanding
hina sungguh hari ini
baik jadi kucing gemuk
tapi kau manusia bukan
ada hati ada otak
guna lah
jangan letak di lutut
mengeluh pun tak guna
orang dah meluru
bertatih pula yang seorang ini
mcm tak peduli
mcm lah tak ada impian
ke dah lenyap semuanya?
Sunday, September 6, 2009
melangkah terus
Kalau aku yang terakhir, maka aku lah yang terakhir..Aku terima, aku terima dan aku terima.
-i quoted this from za in his blog. He has nvr failed to make my heart move.. dan kali nie aku rasa perasaan dia. mcm soldier kalah perang. wats d point u survive and other ppl in d team died..
-tak pe.. life must go on! dan tiadalah yg terbaik itu dtg, tapi dr Allah juga..
kalau kau yg terakhir, aku nak kau tahu yg kau kena berakhir dgn bergaya, ok.. suit up lah, bro! cayo!
jarang-jarang
jarang2 dpt merasa dihargai atau di notice kewujudan.
ala, bende bende kecik..
macam, "shashu nie kalo tak bawak extra luggage tak sah.." (ko perasan? sweet nye.)
dan byk lah lg bende2 kecik yg munkin pd kau tak bermakna apa pun, tapi bg aku, lain..
tahadu, tadabu.. hadis ini mengingatkan kita utk memberi hadiah, utk mewujudkan kasih syg antara satu sama lain.. dan sepatutnya, no matter how rich u are, believe me, if the present comes frm a sincere heart, truly no matter what cost the prize is, surely org yg menerima itu akan appreciate, hatta hadiah RM2 skali pon.. the thoughts that counts..
tapi aku jarang sekali ingat utk memberi hadiah ini.. apalagi meng wish birthday org.. kalau takde hp reminder, mmg tobat tak ingat.. sampai si adaw kecik hati lah juge.. aku lupa sungguh birthday dia 4hb sept yg lalu.. sori gell daw.. iksh2. hp baru dowh.. xde reminder dah.. haih~
ape-ape pun, hadiah yg paling best is jannah.. and no way will Allah give you paradise for free..
apa lah aku nak jawab kat tuhan nanti.. byk sungguh lompong-lompong hati yg perlu dijahit ketat dan kemas..
dan acap kali manusia jarang sungguh menghargai nikmat tuhan yg tak terperi..
masa utk kembali, semua..ke jalan yg kita pilih atas mahukan redha Tuhan..
sementara masih ada waktu.. yosh!
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
so, how?
mcm mn nk lupa org yg kita syg tapi x syg kat kita? org yg kita suka tapi tak suka kat kita..so, how?
(ditanya oleh seorang kawan di suatu hari yg hening..)
dan aku termangu. soalan yg serupa hendak ku aju juga. tapi tak tahu pd sape..
entah dr mn kekuatan. aku katakan pantas dan tenang..
buat apa nk lupa? tak payah lupa..
hah? tapi...buat apa nak ingat kat org yg tak ingt kat kita?
betul.
so, how?
kdg2 mencintai tuh tak semestinya memiliki.. kalau kita betul syg org tuh, ikhlas.. kita tak perlu pun menuntut dia syg kita blk.. syg kan tak boleh paksa.. mmg lah sedih sbb kita kan manusia biasa.. nak syg dan disayangi kembali tapi tuhan tuh adil, yang.. dia lebih tahu. kdg2 kita rasa suatu perkara itu baik utk kita tapi tak semestinya utk Tuhan, itu adalah terbaik utk kita..
seperti lembaran novel atau buku dongeng cerita purba.. kita tak sabar nak tahu apa happy endingnya.. itu buku, ini hidup.. hidup ini penuh dengan perjuangan.. dari mak ayah kita struggle nak kahwin, sperma sturggle nak reach ovum, mak abah struggle nak besarkan kita.. dan sampailah kita sekarang..dpt hidup dgn lebih baik dan sempurna.. dari kita sedih dengan satu org yg tak suka kat kita, baik kita gembira dgn byknya org lain yg syg kat kita.. kan?
susah wey..
(: aku tahu. tapi cuba lah senyum sket. bukan mati pun dia tak suka kau..
(: ok laa..
Monday, August 31, 2009
merdeka konon
barangkali aku suka melihat suatu yg tidak elok dilihat itu dari pandangan yg tidak elok juga
tak boleh kah merasa positif dan bersangka baik seketika
tak boleh kah memandang sesuatu itu dr sudut yg baik2 saja..
tak boleh kah?
tak bolehkah memaafkan seseorang yg cenderung utk marah2 dan membebel pd kita? biarlah. dia punye mood tak baik atau dia tension, byk kerja, ala org tua, biasalah byk bebel dn sebagainya.
atau bisa saja melupakan seseorng yg senyap dan jauh. sama saja seperti kau yg terbuai dgn byknya timbunan kerja yg bertangguh dan org2 dekat yg byknya kau bersangka buruk, maka org senyap yg jauh dilupakan atau sebenarnya terlupa atau sbb kita tidak diingatinya maka kita pun sengaja melupakan juga padahal hidup ini pendek.. tiada masa utk kecil hati dan menjadi anak2 kecil menangis perlu dimanja dan dipujuk..
aku mahu saja mengalah. mengalah dgn semuanya yg tidak enak utk di dengari. tapi aku suka benar dgn banner di red house lounge yg mengingtkan aku sampai ke hari ini.. what dosent kill u will make u strong.. aku tak mati lagi. aku nak belajar byk lagi perkara, aku nak cungkil lagi potensi diri aku dan org di sekelilingku.. aku nak jadi hebat dan aku juga mahu semua org jadi hebat. ah, perasaan bersama sama hebat itu dtg lagi dan kdg2 mati kerna apinya tak ku tambah petrol atau mancis 2-3 batang..
lalu aku juga terlupa utk berterima kasih kepada ALLAH sang pencipta maha pemurah maha pengasih..
aku hidup atas bumi merdeka.
tak perlu takut ke sekolah dan bersujud bimbang dipancung atau bersembunyi mungkin dirogol..
tak perlu, tak perlu..
dan sekarang mereka aku dan kamu melaungkan merdeka merdeka merdeka..
heh.
konon merdeka..
kali ini aku tak mampu bersangka baik lagi. merdeka konon! blah lah.....
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
iftar in college(:
Now researchers suggest the appendix is a lot more than a useless remnant. Not only was it recently proposed to actually possess a critical function, but scientists now find it appears in nature a lot more often than before thought. And it's possible some of this organ's ancient uses could be recruited by physicians to help the human body fight disease more effectively.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/20090824/sc_livescience/theappendixusefulandinfactpromising
-setiap apa yg ALLAH jadikan, ada gunanya.. especially ciptaanNya yg bernama manusia....
http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/20090824/sc_livescience/theappendixusefulandinfactpromising
-setiap apa yg ALLAH jadikan, ada gunanya.. especially ciptaanNya yg bernama manusia....
Sunday, August 23, 2009
bila hati berbicara..
halus. berbisik. meronta-ronta. antara mahu dan tidak. lalu aku terpinga pinga.. malam yg gelap bak mahu memberitahuku agar segera pulang.. pulang ke pangkal jalan agar siang mentari dpt menyambutku dgn tangan terbuka tanpa rasa serabut dan janggal. bak bayi kecil tapak tangannya menggapai gapai si dewasa minta belas dan tanpa semena mena kita jatuh syg padanya.. walau tanpa nama dan tanpa kenal. kadang2 aku lupa, betapa gembiranya utk menjadi gembira dan ikhlas. aku menyeru agar diriku bersatu. agar lena yg panjang tidak terus menerus membunuhku senyap senyap. aku lelah dgn begitu byk kekalutan yg aku cipta. aku takut dgn bayang2 yg tidak bercakap. aku mahu terbang rendah kerna bila sayap ku patah dapat ke mendarat dlm dakapan mu tapi berulang kali kau kata pergi jauh. di sana lebih baik dr di sini.. dan aku percaya. tanpa berfikir panjang. aku terbang dan terbang hingga kota lumpur hilang dari penglihatan. lalu berani jadi teman dan ku pejam mata utk melihatmu melihatku dgn mata sepet dan kaki tempang.. aku rindu. rindu pada hari hari yg lalu bila hari itu aku dapat terbang rendah dan kau marah. sekarang aku sendiri. aku pejam mata dan hanya mampu berharap agar yg lebih baik itu ada di sini.. kerna aku percaya kau. sungguh!
Friday, August 21, 2009
best fren
best fren sy ramdhan is bck! cant wait to khamtam quran, sahur, and jaga mulut n hati dr perkara2 yg tak elok, yg tuhan dan manusia tidak suka dan sbgnya..
byknya yg manusia suka tuh, tuhan tak suka dan apa yg tuhan tak suka tuh lah manusia suka sgt, cth plg best, mcm makan daging sedarenya sendiri.. aka umpat caci mengeji.. minta taubat sgt lah. kdg2 sedap sgt mengata org atau ejek org, mungkin dia kecik ati kalo dgr depan2.. bulan baik nie, kena improve gell hell ok..
owh, kaki sakit tau, inflammation sket jer tapi sakitnya, hanya tuhan yg tahu, belum public hell lagik nie, baru labour room.. hehe.
sedang berkira2 utk solat terawikh di masjid besi, persint 3.. cool sgt lah bila dgr architect dianye view of building d masjid..
which he had d inspiration frm the sense of betapa transparent nye manusia nie... ALLAH nmpk setiap apa yg kita lakukn, dlm keadaan sembunyi atau terang terangan..sounds like dak grad uia jer. hehe.
baiklah, shahirah shuaib, gudluck lah best fren dh dtg.. please jgn malas! setan dh kena rantai.. its show time, ok, beribadah kaut redha tuhan all out! :)
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
ONG posting_fikir-fikir_
kalo sume org tau, susahnya baby tuh nk kuar, nk idop.. mungkin semua org akan x berani ckp kurang ajar, apatah lagi sepak teranjang seorang wira sejati yg bernama ibu..
posting ong:
selepas seminggu lebeh menjadi seorg yg dilabel 'pak jaga', dibebel segantang kerna tidak tahu nak pass kan cord clamp kat HO, definition HIP, disoal berpuluh kali stages of labour, tergagap2 menjawab normal kepala siza baby brape dan sebagainya, dan yg ultimate sudah tentu melihat sendiri seorang demi seorang manusia dilahirkan di depan mata, subhanallah, yg Maha Bijaksana.. dan juga terase hati dengan bakal2 bapa yg dekat dgn ibu tapi senyap membisu. hello. at least bg lah semangat. (aku plak yg kecik ati. haha)
dan hari ini tiba-tiba hati saya amat tersentuh dgn org-org yg di sekeliling sy yg baru sahaja sy temui dan amati di dewan bersalin putrajaya terutamanya..
walaupun baru melangkahkn kaki ke persekitaran bakal-bakal ibu berjuang selama 3 hari, sy sudah rs bahang penatnya seorg manusia yg perlu petah berfikir dan membuat keputusan iaitu seorng doktor..
sy lebih menghargai manusia itu sendiri,kini, lalu membayangkan betapa penatnya mereka parking kereta, tahan sakit dari rumah lalu diberitahu yg doctor tak dapat merawati, ders nothing i can do, etc.. aku insaf di kala otakku berpusing2 akan kemungkinan kemungkinan ketidakpandaian aku utk membantu dengan izin ALLAH.
dan di suatu masa yg lain, satu suara dtg membisikkan ketidakpastian..
kenapa u nak jadi doktor?
mungkin kau tak percaya kalau aku kata, aku tak tahu apa aku nak jadi, selain dari doktor.. mungkin bahasa senangnya mak bapak aku yg suruh.. tapi aku mmg teruk agaknya. aku tak tahu apa nak jadi kalau mereka tak kata apa. kalau mereka kata duduk rumah sahaja lah, mungkin barangkali aku duduk rumah sahaja.
dan apa pun sebab, aku ingin membalas juga pertanyaan itu dengan seperkara yg lain..
bukankah hidup ini bukan selamanya?
jadi, mengapa perlu berputus asa dan sedih hanya kerna kerja seorg doktor masanya tak tentu dan tak boleh keluar suka hati seperti rakan2 yg tidak sealiran yg lain..
bukan kah kita ini dari menangis minta masa ditambah pada 42 jam sehari, lebih baik kita teruskan hidup dgn penuh rasa bersyukur..
ini adalah aku yg nalurinya juga seperti kamu, cepat penat dan terguris jika emosinya dibebani dgn sebegitu byk cabaran bertalu-talu.
namun itu bukanlah alasan utk berasa lemah...
ya allah, aku tak mahu jadi seperti org yg bertanya itu. dunianya barangkali kosong, seolah melihat keluar ke jendela dunia, dan bertanya adakah planet merah lebih enak dihuni dari bumi ciptaan tuhan maha pengasih maha penyayang..
aku insaf hari ini..mungkin esok aku lupa dan alpa..
peringatkanlah...
Friday, August 7, 2009
komentar
di mata dia, (ibu) kita masih lagi 7 tahun, atau 10.. -una
mane lah dia tak kecik hati, kamu tuh mcm tuh..-neks
mak, kak yah tuh baik kan.. (bisik si kecil 3 tahun..)- baby
keje gua pun stress pe. dgr customer maki2. tapi gua pk positif jer.. -mun
setiap ciptaan tuhan tuh, sebenarnya lawar kan.. (discovery tunjuk cacing laut dr dekat. masyaallah, lawa gell bila zoom) -maksu
jahat r ko,shu. aku still hidup r even aku xde facebook.. (bila aku call tanye dia hidup lg ke tak)-nuhe'
nen, gudluck sgale xm kete bla3.. (i dh pass lah.) ceh, kata 8hb.. - nen
i suka alasan u.. -er er. (jujur, system xm msia tak sesuai dgn most of us yg actual genius nie..haih)
tak ape bro, ini jalan kita.. -bro (bile slow down di simpang)
u lah harapan i, shuu.. -zue (sila hadirkn diri di midval demi sesi penyerahan kunci putra. owh putra..)
p/s: sdg happy. zahiril adzim mng! pelakon harapan lelaki terbaek.. yeye..
mane lah dia tak kecik hati, kamu tuh mcm tuh..-neks
mak, kak yah tuh baik kan.. (bisik si kecil 3 tahun..)- baby
keje gua pun stress pe. dgr customer maki2. tapi gua pk positif jer.. -mun
setiap ciptaan tuhan tuh, sebenarnya lawar kan.. (discovery tunjuk cacing laut dr dekat. masyaallah, lawa gell bila zoom) -maksu
jahat r ko,shu. aku still hidup r even aku xde facebook.. (bila aku call tanye dia hidup lg ke tak)-nuhe'
nen, gudluck sgale xm kete bla3.. (i dh pass lah.) ceh, kata 8hb.. - nen
i suka alasan u.. -er er. (jujur, system xm msia tak sesuai dgn most of us yg actual genius nie..haih)
tak ape bro, ini jalan kita.. -bro (bile slow down di simpang)
u lah harapan i, shuu.. -zue (sila hadirkn diri di midval demi sesi penyerahan kunci putra. owh putra..)
p/s: sdg happy. zahiril adzim mng! pelakon harapan lelaki terbaek.. yeye..
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
in my dreams...
went out wif a guy
he brought me to a very beautiful beach
i wish i wore my lovely sunny hat along
or even took pictures
ow, how adorable it might be
it was a very windy evening
the beach was white n clean
and we sat der by the rocks
watching the wide sea as the wind blew
chat a little
i gave a lame joke
and he laugh
when suddenly he said he was thirsty
and ders a McD nearby
where he said the coke in McD lagi sedap dari outside one
whch i sumhw agree
but then we bought juices anyway
whch i accidentally tertumpahkan dlm kete
sigh
ow yes.
i went out wif a guy.
at d beach.
and i miss his laugh, his smile, his wink.
he brought me to a very beautiful beach
i wish i wore my lovely sunny hat along
or even took pictures
ow, how adorable it might be
it was a very windy evening
the beach was white n clean
and we sat der by the rocks
watching the wide sea as the wind blew
chat a little
i gave a lame joke
and he laugh
when suddenly he said he was thirsty
and ders a McD nearby
where he said the coke in McD lagi sedap dari outside one
whch i sumhw agree
but then we bought juices anyway
whch i accidentally tertumpahkan dlm kete
sigh
ow yes.
i went out wif a guy.
at d beach.
and i miss his laugh, his smile, his wink.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
jujurnya
jujurnya
kita tak byk menghabiskan masa dgn org2 yg kita syg, atau yg sygkan kita
kerja bertimbun
nak jaga hati buah hati lagi
ada function sana
ada meeting sini
harga minyak naik
mahal lah tiket bus
mana ada cuti, ekonomi gawat
dan mcm2 lagi alasan yg dah byk kali pakai, yg tak pernah ada expired
kdg2 tersenyum sendiri
masa 24 jam ni, betul ke Tuhan bagi ni? macam xcukup jer
astagfirullah
mungkin dlm byk2 masa yg aku spent untuk org yg aku syg dan syg aku
ALLAH adalah yg paling aku peruntukkan masa bersama, mmg cukup2 makan jer
kalau weekly assesment cucms, mcm dpt markah , 50, 51 dan kdg2 yg insaf day, mungkin 65
malunya.
Tuhan yg bagi aku makan, bg aku pki, bg aku kenyang, bg aku sehat, bg aku hidup..
aku hanya peruntukkan masa sehari dgn DIA juz round tolak tambah 15 minit satu hari..
itu pon kdg2 aku 'escape' jumpa dia.
malas, lupa,lambat. bla,bla,bla.
bagi alasan.
sng jer.
tak apa lah, kalau kau rasa perlu tgk kat kualiti. bukan kuantiti.
Tuhan bukannya nak sgt pon kau sembah Dia.
Dia tak perlukan kau pon. Dia Maha Hebat. Berdiri dengan sendiriNya.
Kau tuh yg perlukan Dia.
kalau sedar tak apa lah kn.
aku ingatkan diri aku jer.
ingatkan kau sama.
bila aku lupa, kau ingatkan lah aku.
mmg lah kubur lain2.
tapi kita kan nk msk syurga sama2.
nak tak?
nama pun manusia. tak sempurna. siapa yg sempurna? Tuhan jer.
mana mampu, luangkan lah..
takkan bila org yg kita syg dah meninggal, baru nak nangis menyesal.
org yg syg kita, bila kita tak ada nanti, takkan tak nak tinggalkan mereka dgn cerita yg baik2 dari kita?
renung2 kan.
selamat ber reflection...
(:
kita tak byk menghabiskan masa dgn org2 yg kita syg, atau yg sygkan kita
kerja bertimbun
nak jaga hati buah hati lagi
ada function sana
ada meeting sini
harga minyak naik
mahal lah tiket bus
mana ada cuti, ekonomi gawat
dan mcm2 lagi alasan yg dah byk kali pakai, yg tak pernah ada expired
kdg2 tersenyum sendiri
masa 24 jam ni, betul ke Tuhan bagi ni? macam xcukup jer
astagfirullah
mungkin dlm byk2 masa yg aku spent untuk org yg aku syg dan syg aku
ALLAH adalah yg paling aku peruntukkan masa bersama, mmg cukup2 makan jer
kalau weekly assesment cucms, mcm dpt markah , 50, 51 dan kdg2 yg insaf day, mungkin 65
malunya.
Tuhan yg bagi aku makan, bg aku pki, bg aku kenyang, bg aku sehat, bg aku hidup..
aku hanya peruntukkan masa sehari dgn DIA juz round tolak tambah 15 minit satu hari..
itu pon kdg2 aku 'escape' jumpa dia.
malas, lupa,lambat. bla,bla,bla.
bagi alasan.
sng jer.
tak apa lah, kalau kau rasa perlu tgk kat kualiti. bukan kuantiti.
Tuhan bukannya nak sgt pon kau sembah Dia.
Dia tak perlukan kau pon. Dia Maha Hebat. Berdiri dengan sendiriNya.
Kau tuh yg perlukan Dia.
kalau sedar tak apa lah kn.
aku ingatkan diri aku jer.
ingatkan kau sama.
bila aku lupa, kau ingatkan lah aku.
mmg lah kubur lain2.
tapi kita kan nk msk syurga sama2.
nak tak?
nama pun manusia. tak sempurna. siapa yg sempurna? Tuhan jer.
mana mampu, luangkan lah..
takkan bila org yg kita syg dah meninggal, baru nak nangis menyesal.
org yg syg kita, bila kita tak ada nanti, takkan tak nak tinggalkan mereka dgn cerita yg baik2 dari kita?
renung2 kan.
selamat ber reflection...
(:
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
bila, aku sudah tiada~
Hujan - Bila Aku Sudah Tiada
Bila, aku sudah tiadaSimpan semua lagu kuJangan di tangis selalu
Mungkin, itu sementaraBila jumpa pengganti kujangan di lupakan aku
Pagi itu indah seperti biasaTidur yang lena terhenti di sanaLayap kuyu masih tak terdayaBukalah tingkap muCurahkan cahaya…
Siapa yang sangkaBila tiba masa kitaUntuk pergi selamanya
Takkan terdugaJika saat niTuhan tentukanAku lah orangnya
Gelak tawa tangisan yang hibaKenangan kita masa di duniaAlangkah indahnya jikaKita mampu hidup selamanya…
Bila, aku sudah tiadaSimpan semua lagu kuJangan di tangis selalu
Mungkin, itu sementaraBila jumpa pengganti kujangan di lupakan aku
Pagi itu indah seperti biasaTidur yang lena terhenti di sanaLayap kuyu masih tak terdayaBukalah tingkap muCurahkan cahaya…
Siapa yang sangkaBila tiba masa kitaUntuk pergi selamanya
Takkan terdugaJika saat niTuhan tentukanAku lah orangnya
Gelak tawa tangisan yang hibaKenangan kita masa di duniaAlangkah indahnya jikaKita mampu hidup selamanya…
one day ur in, one day ur out.. rest in peace yasmin ahmad... al-fatihah~
Monday, July 27, 2009
kakak punya pasal?!
adik: kak, adik xleh tdo malam lah.
kak: asal?
kak: asal?
adik: ini semua salah kakak
kak: wey, asal aku lak..
kak: wey, asal aku lak..
adik: ya lah, kak asyik stay up jer.
kak: aku ok jer tdo...(asal pulak salah aku. yg ko ikot stay up sapa suro..)
......\- _ -./......
kak: dik, nie aku dh jumpa article sng tdo. baca lah.
adik: kakak baca kan lah. nanti cerita kat adik...
kak: ha ha ha (sabau je lah..)
Must-know info to help you get your zzz's
By Barbara Brody
1. Set a Bedtime Alert (baekk.. sng jahh nie..)
Most of us already use an alarm to wake up in the morning, but sleep expert Michael Breus, PhD, author of Beauty Sleep: Look Younger, Lose Weight, and Feel Great Through Better Sleep, suggests setting it at night as well. "I tell people to set their alarm for one hour before bedtime, which reminds them to begin what I call the power-down hour," says Dr. Breus, who is also a spokesman for the Zeo Personal Sleep Coach. He says you should spend the first 20 minutes of that hour taking care of any necessary chores (like walking the dog or making your kids' lunches), then spend the next 20 minutes on hygiene (washing up, brushing your teeth, etc.), and save the last 20 minutes before bed for relaxation. You don't necessarily have to meditate, if that doesn't appeal to you; you can also do deep breathing exercises, read a book or even watch a little TV (as long as it's not too stimulating).
Most of us already use an alarm to wake up in the morning, but sleep expert Michael Breus, PhD, author of Beauty Sleep: Look Younger, Lose Weight, and Feel Great Through Better Sleep, suggests setting it at night as well. "I tell people to set their alarm for one hour before bedtime, which reminds them to begin what I call the power-down hour," says Dr. Breus, who is also a spokesman for the Zeo Personal Sleep Coach. He says you should spend the first 20 minutes of that hour taking care of any necessary chores (like walking the dog or making your kids' lunches), then spend the next 20 minutes on hygiene (washing up, brushing your teeth, etc.), and save the last 20 minutes before bed for relaxation. You don't necessarily have to meditate, if that doesn't appeal to you; you can also do deep breathing exercises, read a book or even watch a little TV (as long as it's not too stimulating).
2. Don't Clear Your Mind (nen, i will sound like a schizo lah kan doing dis? haha)
Experts say anxiety and depression top the list of reasons people have trouble sleeping. Part of the problem is that many of us just can't seem to quiet that internal voice that starts rambling on about the worries of the day. Of course, if you can clear your mind, go ahead and do it. But if that's impossible, don't force it--you'll only end up panicking about the fact that you're not sleeping, says Paul McKenna, PhD, author of the soon-to-be-released book I Can Make You Sleep. Instead, try slowing down your thoughts. "Practice saying anything and everything that comes into your mind to yourself in a slow, monotonous, drowsy tone," says Dr. McKenna. It doesn't matter if you're thinking about what to buy tomorrow at the grocery store or how a big presentation at work is going to go. If you slow everything down and talk to yourself in an even tone, you'll find it's that much harder to keep worrying (or stay awake).
3. Count Numbers--Not Sheep (really works ke nie. aku ingt mr bean jahh bwat bende nie)
Another great way to quiet those racing thoughts is to count backward from 300 by 3s, says Dr. Breus. Unless you're a math ace, you probably won't be able to focus on anything else while you're doing this, which means you'll end up distracting yourself from your stressful thoughts.
4. Get Up a Half-Hour Earlier (seriuss? menarek.. will try..)
Yes, you read that right! If you're suffering from chronic insomnia, try getting up, for example, at 6:30 instead of your usual 7 wakeup time--no matter what time you fell asleep the night before. You may be extra-sleepy for a little while, but this is hands-down the most effective way to reset your body clock, says Dr. McKenna. It works because it teaches your body that it can't catch up on sleep in the morning, so eventually you'll start feeling drowsier earlier in the evening.
5. Consider Seeing a Professional (ada org nak sponsor,hah?)
A sleep psychologist is someone who specializes in gathering info about your emotions and your behaviors specifically as they relate to sleep. Often found at sleep centers, a sleep psychologist can usually help resolve your sleep issues in just four to six sessions, says Joseph Ojile, MD, founder of the Clayton Sleep Institute in St. Louis and a spokesman for the National Sleep Foundation.
6. Don't Worry If You Can't Sleep Right Away (ada org yg risau ke? haha.)
You shouldn't pass out the second your head hits the pillow. If that happens all the time, it's a sign that you're sleep deprived. (Ditto for nodding off during boring meetings and long movies.) Ideally, it should take 15 to 25 minutes from when you lie down to when you drift off to sleep, says Dr. Breus.
7. Go to Bed When You're Tired (hobi ku. and those days of SCL siap baru tido will come back. but in a mere more interesting ways... i hope! go go clinicals!)
If you're having ongoing sleep troubles, don't worry so much about the fact that it's almost midnight and you have to get up in less than seven hours. Forcing yourself to stay in bed when you're not sleepy is just going to contribute to more tossing and turning, says Dr. Ojile. Instead, get up, do something relaxing, and go back to bed whenever you do feel tired. You might end up exhausted the next day (but that was bound to happen either way under these circumstances), and the following night you should have better luck getting to bed earlier.
kawan baik saya...
walau kau ketawa.
tapi aku tahu dlm mu menangis.
walau kau gelak mcm suka.
namun di hati jelas terpancar ke mata lesu mu.
aku insaf seketika bila terkenang kau.
dan jerih payahmu di rantau org.
kau buat aku hargai semuanya dan terutamanya detik2 aku di kota mati ini.
seperti mahu jerit utk panggil kau pulang.
pulang agar dpt temani aku.
pulang agar aku tak bosan.
biar lah sekalipun awan gelap di atas kepalamu.
tak mahu beransur pergi sekalipun.
akan ku tetap memayungimu.
selagi hayat di kandung badan.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
dan senja pun menjelang...
Matahari menjadi saksi.melihat mempelai bahagia memegang tangan utuh, erat.
dan aku makan nasi kenduri penuh lahap yg percuma sng hati.
aku suka benar mendengar lagu terlajur cinta.
dari 2 orang suara yg mungkin gagal rumah tangganya dipertahankan.
siapa salah tak perlu tunding jari lah.
kerna 4 jari yg lain menghadap diri sendri, ironinya.
abah singkap kenangan aku semasa masih dalam lampin.anehnya, dlm kotak memori aku yg dulu, aku masih ingat. jelas benar.
masih ingat betapa seronok bila bapak aku yg penat kerja tapi masih lagi mahu melayan aku yg minta di dokong. dia balik dari berkempen, mesyuarat, dan apa2 saja lah kerja yg boleh memberi mulut ini makanan.
waktu mak jerit kakak, abah dah balik! aku menari dan asyik juga berlari2 anak, sambil mulut menyanyi gembira, 'yeye abah balik. yeye abah balik.'
diikuti adik yg terhegeh2 di belakang sama2 mengejar kpd abah. dia tahu apa berlaku tapi hanya boleh bertutur dari bola matanya yg bulat sebulat pipinya waktu kecil dulu.
nak dibanding sekarang, 'good, abah balik, aku nak g shopping, etc perkara lain yg entah hape2 lain mcm riangnya.'
aku juga masih ingat betapa matanya tak pernah pudar rasa bangga dgn aku dan adik.
walau kami atau byknya aku yg sering kali lupa utk melunaskan kewajipan sbg anak. sebaiknya. sebagusnya.
ibu pula nampak slow lewat ini.
mungkin hormon2nya mengamuk tak tentu.
barangkali aku yg byk berubah dan lupa utk berckp2 dgn ibu.bertanya khabar.meluang waktu.atau buat dia gembira.
cuti panjang maken pendek.tapi aku tak kesah.tak ambil pusing pun.
cuti lama2 pon buat panas punggung saja.
aku nak ligat balik buat2 konon sibuk situ sini
observe siapa2 yg entah suka dan entah tidak
barulah hidup sikit hidup aku.
HIDUP!!
Friday, July 24, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
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racing cars...
a cup of tea and a book in hand..= perfect!
salah siot.. shahiran bin hj shuaib lah!
gemok..tapi gembira.. so?
kembar yg tak kembar.. syg kamu! chomey..
kura-kura in a race, tgh tunggu bus nak kalahkan arnab..
cheras.. di kala gaduh dgn adik pasal sapa perlu teman mak bli food.. n u guess who won.. ;)
coretan prof nasa di helaian terakir log book sy yg berttuuaahh tlh bermentorkan seorg insan 5 tahun yg terperangkap dlm bdn seorg cool guy anatomist puluhan tahun...
anak adalah kurniaan tuhan yg tak ternilai...
mahu terbang sambong blaja ke luar.. atau barangkali jln2 eropah atau china..
ameennnn! doc shash! (:
mak,abah..wat will i do w/o u.. my angels on earth..
dear u out der, cepatlah sampai.... rescue sy!
benda paling nikmat dlm dunia..=sujud.
u see dat right.. now make it, clear.. (:
putra rowks! x hardly wait, baby.... clinicals, bring it ON!
salah siot.. shahiran bin hj shuaib lah!
gemok..tapi gembira.. so?
kembar yg tak kembar.. syg kamu! chomey..
kura-kura in a race, tgh tunggu bus nak kalahkan arnab..
cheras.. di kala gaduh dgn adik pasal sapa perlu teman mak bli food.. n u guess who won.. ;)
coretan prof nasa di helaian terakir log book sy yg berttuuaahh tlh bermentorkan seorg insan 5 tahun yg terperangkap dlm bdn seorg cool guy anatomist puluhan tahun...
anak adalah kurniaan tuhan yg tak ternilai...
mahu terbang sambong blaja ke luar.. atau barangkali jln2 eropah atau china..
ameennnn! doc shash! (:
mak,abah..wat will i do w/o u.. my angels on earth..
dear u out der, cepatlah sampai.... rescue sy!
benda paling nikmat dlm dunia..=sujud.
u see dat right.. now make it, clear.. (:
putra rowks! x hardly wait, baby.... clinicals, bring it ON!tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
GF, jom date g teater?
Teater Kompilasi Volume II akan menghidangkan 2 cerita yang bertemakan "HOME". Masing - masing akan mempersembahkan karya selama masa 1 jam.Baik. Jadi aku lekatkan sedikit informasi mengenai Teater Kompilasi Volume II, agar korang mendapat gambaran kasar, atau gambaran pandai-pandai-sendiri. Jadi jangan pandai-pandai membuat kesimpulan sendiri sebelum menonton.Untuk mengelakkan dari terus melekat dengan gambaran pandai-pandai-sendiri, kenalah datang menonton!
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"LEGASI"
Karya & ArahanMOIZZISR.CONG
PelakonTAI-YUDDIN BAKAR
DIRA ABU ZAHAR
KHAIRIL RIDZUAN
NUR AMEERA RAMLI
"NATURALISASI"
KaryaNAM RON
Arahan & OlahanFARED AYAM
Pelakon
ZAHIRIL ADZIM
AMERUL AFFENDI
NORIS ALI
SINOPSIS LEGASI
Legasi sebuah cereka yang mengisahkan tentang sepasang suami isteri yang saling mencintai di antara satu sama lain sepenuhnya akan tetapi mempunyai sisi persepsi paksi politik yang berbeza. Ia berlatar belakangkan kepada budaya politik Malaya 1940an. Cikgu Bakar dan isterinya, Cikgu Zaharah adalah elitus Melayu lepasan Sultan Idris Teachers College yang menyokong dan bersama menggerakkan Kesatuan Melayu Muda (KMM). Apabila KMM mulai lemah (1945), ramai pemimpin utama kesatuan itu mengambil pendirian untuk meninggalkan KMM, termasuklah Cikgu Zaharah, namun ianya tidak melibatkan Cikgu Bakar. Hal ini adalah kerana Cikgu Bakar tetap terus berpaksi kepada perjuangan KMM. Konflik persepsi politik ini terus menyelubungi kehidupan Cikgu Bakar dan Cikgu Zaharah. 50 tahun kemudian, di hari-hari terakhir Cikgu Bakar, dia sempat berjumpa dengan cucu perempuannya yang merupakan seorang liberal anthropologist, Suhaila. Bersama Suhaila, Cikgu Bakar merungkai pengalaman, pandangan, kepercayaan politiknya. Adakah Suhaila akan meneruskan “LEGASI” yang di bangunkan oleh Cikgu Bakar.
SINOPSIS NATURALISASIMengisahkan tentang watak Razman, seorang peguam kepada seorang ahli perniagaan yang ternama dan teman baiknya Rahmat, seorang penulis bebas. Suatu malam Razman termenung sendirian di dalam gelap. Kegelisahannya berpunca dari kes perbicaraan membabitkan ahli perniagaan tersebut siang tadi. Rahmat, yang juga merupakan teman serumah Razman yang baru pulang dapat mengesan perubahan Razman. Mereka berbincang tentang hal tersebut, kemesraan tetap ada walau kadangkala keadaan menjadi agak tegang. Nurul kekasih Razman sampai dengan keadaan marah dan runsing. Setelah dipujuk oleh Razman barulah dia tenang. Darinya diketahui bahawa Nurul mengandungkan anak Razman. Mereka membuat keputusan untuk berkahwin. Malam itu Nurul tidur di situ, Rahmat marah dengan tindakan Razman. Mereka bertengkar. Pagi besoknya, Rahmat cuba menghasut Nurul dengan membuat satu helah, tujuannya untuk memisahkan hubungan Nurul dengan Razman. Setelah Rahmat keluar, Razman sekali lagi bertengkar dengan Nurul dan akhirnya Razman terperangkap dengan helah yang dicipta Nurul dan mengaku bahawa dirinya adalah lelaki gay. Nurul terkejut lalu mahu memutuskan hubungan dengan Razman. Tengah hari, Rahmat pulang membawa berita bahawa dia menghidap HIV positif.
Yeahh!!!Jadi kawan - kawan yang kita suka boleh lah ambil poster di atas dan promote di blog - blog, atau myspace atau facebook atau apa sahaja medium kesukaan korang. Aku dahulukan dengan ucapan terima kasih daun keladi, dah tua jangan miang - miang keladi. Lepas promote tu, ambil pen dan tulis dalam diari ataupun dalam telefon canggih untuk block tarikh tu dan datang menonton.Kalau ada first date, apa kata bawak date anda pergi menonton teater! Barulah rare! Menonton wayang, pergi dinner dah ramai orang buat. Jadi, korang buat benda yang jarang orang buat. Yeah!
Oh ya, korang juga boleh telefon nombor di atas untuk menempah tiket atau pun berborak - borak dengan Faisal. Dia tak kisah macam Aiman tak kisah. Bukan sebab apa, sebab Stor Teater tu, takdalah besar mana. Yang dulu kita buat, sambutannya macam orang cucuk ATM hujung bulan. Penuh sampai orang kena duduk atas lantai. Jadi kali ni, kita tak mahu ada yang 'mendengar' teater dari luar, bukan menonton.
Buat masa ini, korang bolehlah melawat - lawat blog Rumah Anak Teater kalau ada pertanyaan serta soalan, tidak kira soalan profesional atau peribadi untuk anak - anak RAT. Kami juga akan mengemas kini dengan beberapa temubual berbentuk tulisan dan video, dengan mereka ini. Layannn!
p/s: im going wikend.. (:
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
cair mendengar~
Drive My Car-The Beatles(1965) From their album "Rubber Soul"
I LOIKE! (:
Asked a girl what she wanted to be
She said baby, can't you see
I wanna be famous, a star of the screen
But you can do something in between
Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you
I told that girl that my prospects were good
And she said baby, it's understood
Working for peanuts is all very fine
But I can show you a better time
Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you
I told that girl I can start right away
When she said listen babe I got something to say
I got no car and it's breaking my heart
But I've found a driver and that's a start
Baby you can drive my car
Yes I'm gonna be a star
Baby you can drive my car
And maybe I'll love you
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Beep beep'm beep beep yeah
Help, I need somebody,Help, not just anybody,Help, you know I need someone, help.When I was younger, so much younger than today,I never needed anybody's help in any way.But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.Help me if you can, I'm feeling downAnd I do appreciate you being round.Help me, get my feet back on the ground,Won't you please, please help me?And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,My independence seems to vanish in the haze.But every now and then I feel so insecure,I know that I just need you like I've never done before.Help me if you can, I'm feeling downAnd I do appreciate you being round.Help me, get my feet back on the ground,Won't you please, please help me.When I was younger, so much younger than today,I never needed anybody's help in any way.But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.Help me if you can, I'm feeling downAnd I do appreciate you being round.Help me, get my feet back on the ground,Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
Monday, July 20, 2009
-jalan2-marah2-boleh blah-
its 4.50 am in d morning.
how i wish i cud sleep.
mayb i need to wait.
so dat i won't get slimut babi for free.*sigh*
dun want.
so perlu stay up.
tadi ada keje sket.
ada lah.
jadik nnti br leh story.
kalo tak, tak syok.
anyway, kami ke sogo harinie.
beli bag, dan etc.
apa2 lah yg 50% and above.
dan, owh, y laaa (gaya parvin..) kami yg marah2.
aku sedar itu.
kami yg passive aggresive disorder.
cuma thank god hidup aku dirahmati lagi.
ppl around me r obviously tidak semua bgitu.
especially pkck n anas.
usrah...
m16 sudah tentu part of my life la kan.
cucms.
up n down dgn titans.
i mean like, im imagining with all these angerness easily explode blamming game kami,
and all dis w/o u guys..
mmg life wud be like.. shallow mellow.
its hard to b bersyukur kan.
to think of how grateful u are wif everthng u hv..speeechless tiba2.
dan jika kamu hitung nikmat tuhan satu per satu, maka tidak terhitunglah kamu..
...tuhan telah memberi pinjam padaku anakku selama 10 tahun. aku redha dia diambil kembali olehNya. aku telah menggunakan nikmat tangan (or is it kaki? mata..? lupa..) ini selama berpuluh tgn.. tiba masa tuhan ambil kembali nikmatNya..aku bersyukur. aku redha.
dan adakah kamu bisa mengatakan kamu seorg yg bersyukur padahal kamu tidak diuji?
hey,kami yg marah2..
common lah.
CHILL, okay..(:
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
Saturday, July 18, 2009
berulang-ulang
Rasulullah s.a.w. pernah bersabda dalam sebuah hadith. Maksudnya:
Diriwayatkan daripada Saidina Umar bin al-Khattab r.a. katanya :
Diriwayatkan daripada Saidina Umar bin al-Khattab r.a. katanya :
Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
“Sesungguhnya setiap amalan itu bergantung keapda niat.
Sesungguhnya setiap orang itu akan mendapat sesuatu mengikut niatnya.
Sesiapa yang berhijrah kerana Allah dan RasulNya, maka hijrahnya itu kerana Allah dan RasulNya.
Sesiapa yang berhijrah untuk mendapatkan dunia dia akan mendapatkannya atau kerana seseorang perempuan yang ingin dikahwininya maka hijrahnya itu mengikut apa yang diniatkannya.”
(Riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim)
aku insaf saat ini.
ketika ini.
selepas banyaknya waktu aku niatkan
aku lakukan demi membunuh kebosanan hidup di rumah
ketika bercuti panjang selepas peperiksaan akhir tahun dua
mmg itu sahaja niat ku
agar TIDAK BOSAN di rumah
yg hanya menghadap facebook, blog dan bersosial apa entah lagi
yang biasa sudah kebanyakan kita tak perlu di interduce lagi
aku insaf.
bukankah lebih baik amat jika aku niat kerana keredhaan ALLAH?
bukankah lebih bagus sekali andai aku niatkan agar kecintaan aku pada Rab menggunung bertambah-tambah...
insaf.
insaf.
insaf.
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
Friday, July 17, 2009
dan sebenarnya.
ilham dari buku aliah musa..
lihat lah aku.
tembus tembus.
ke dalam dasar mata dan hati ku.
jgn terpedaya dgn aku yang seperti tak mengerti.
renung aku dlm-dlm.
diam-diam.
dan itu saja bisa buat aku terlanjur senyum
tanpa aku sendiri sedari..
selembut bayu sempoi berbahasa
aku mahu kau berbicara juga
seperti itu
agar resah ku hilang.
dan diri kembali tenang..setenang air di kali
mengalir.
sungguh wajahmu
seakan menerangkan gelap
kamar-kamar kecil kalbu ku
setiap saat aku berdoa
agar aku ini
berbaloi...
berbaloi untuk berjanji
sehidup semati
di bawah redhaNya...
bersama cintaku kamu..
yg diciptakan Tuhan untukku.
(sajak ini akan dibaca di majlis persandingan makcik saya yg terakhir solo..)
(:
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
mengalir.
sungguh wajahmu
seakan menerangkan gelap
kamar-kamar kecil kalbu ku
setiap saat aku berdoa
agar aku ini
berbaloi...
berbaloi untuk berjanji
sehidup semati
di bawah redhaNya...
bersama cintaku kamu..
yg diciptakan Tuhan untukku.
(sajak ini akan dibaca di majlis persandingan makcik saya yg terakhir solo..)
(:
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
GA GA GaP
Gagap originally by stacy
(sang by chaq mentor n ajai) sowie guys tapi stacy nye lagik sedap~
dia gagap
gagap dgn ilmu-ilmu nya yg ditimba bertahun
dia ragu
ragu dgn prinsip yg dia pegang
dia sedih
sedih kerna kebosanan ini menghukum hatinya
dia bersyukur
kerna masih ada yang waras untuk berbicara
dia cinta
pada yang mencintaiNya
dia pilu
sebab niatnya tak sehebat dan sekental perjuangan Abu Bakar memerangi si degil-degil yang tak mahu mbayar zakat
dia rindu
sahabat2 yg mendengar dgn hati dan memaafkan tanpa syarat
dia mahu
dia....
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
(sang by chaq mentor n ajai) sowie guys tapi stacy nye lagik sedap~
dia gagap
gagap dgn ilmu-ilmu nya yg ditimba bertahun
dia ragu
ragu dgn prinsip yg dia pegang
dia sedih
sedih kerna kebosanan ini menghukum hatinya
dia bersyukur
kerna masih ada yang waras untuk berbicara
dia cinta
pada yang mencintaiNya
dia pilu
sebab niatnya tak sehebat dan sekental perjuangan Abu Bakar memerangi si degil-degil yang tak mahu mbayar zakat
dia rindu
sahabat2 yg mendengar dgn hati dan memaafkan tanpa syarat
dia mahu
dia....
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
Thursday, July 16, 2009
hapuslah air mata
dia akur setiap manusia tak sempurna
namun dia juga mahu dia tahu
yang dirinya punya hati naluri jua
andai dirobek dicarik
pasti terhiris rasa
andai dicerca dimaki
bak tiada pertalian darah
masakan air mata tak jatuh berderai
teresak2 dia menahan tangis
diperlakukan bak org asing walhal
kera di hutan didodoi enak disusukan
dari jauh aku hanya mampu berdoa
utk si dia dan dia
berdamailah...
antara kau dan dia
dan dia dan dirinya...
kerna tuhan sygkan hambaNya yg memaafi..
persis kekasihNya Muhammad s.a.w yg tak lokek senyuman
walau umpat caci bergantang
tak lelah menyuap si kafir buta
biarpun si buta tidak pernah tahu yang di hamburnya itu adalah yg memberinya makan
sabar,sabar,sabar..
tulus mulus tgn ku menules;
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
hari marah-marah
mungkin sbb dh lama tak top-up pahala..
aku sgt marah2 hari nie.
pantang silap dan confuse sket.
mmg kena lah org yg tidak bersalah menaikkan darah aku or mengconfusekan aku.
abah pon satu. buat rancangan yg pelik2 kemudian nk libatkan aku dan adik.
apa ni.. (tgk, aku dh baran..)
kemudian seprti biasa aku mmbawa hati yg konon lara ke laman2 blog rakan2 yg aku suka..
terkejut.
dgn otak ku yg kelmarin dan hari nie.
semalam aku bace entri minah/mamat ni mcm aku paham laen.
hari ni, bila bc komen2 org yg mengcomment lalu aku gelak.
semalam aku berkerut mcm rasa entri tuh entah pape dan lucah sedikit.
rupanya it dosen't give u no harm to pause for a lil while, go 'holiday' seketika, come back and see things on a different side.
berbeza sama sekali.
and i mean it!!
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
Monday, July 13, 2009
mengetuk kepala dengan jenama indonesia again
setelah banyaknya iklan-iklan silih berganti..
aku menunggu dan tertunggu-tunggu..
terik bahangnya sinaran panahan buatkan fikiran ku melayang sesaat
mcm mana lah padang masyhar nanti
saat mentari dekat amat..tuhan..
dan wajah-wajah indah bermain dlm fikiran ku
bak wayang-wayang lama dulu-dulu
dan aku tersenyum sendiri
kata seorang sahabat percuma saja berkhayal
benar
tapi pantas aku matikan igauan sejenak ku
kerna siaran sudah kembali
ya, iklan sudah habis rupanya
lalu firasat ku berbisik
mungkin iklan-iklan ini ada kerna mahu uji setianya kau pada siaran
mungkin firasat ku kuat mahu mengatakan yang sebenarnya
mereka yg bermain-main dalam ruang otak kepala ku
adalah iklan semata-mata
dalam hati tak sedar
siaran sedang berlangsung
watak-watak tetap
sudah lama bercekerama
setia kah aku?
buta kah aku?
mana satu, firasat..
bila masa iklan, bila masa siaran kembali?
mungkin barang kali perlu biarkan irama dan lagu bersatu utk memberikan petanda.. sekelumit pun aku hargai.. tetap hargai...
Marcell – Firasat
Firasat - Marcell*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
Firasat - Marcell*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
kemarin kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu
desah angin meniupkan namamu
tubuhku terpaku
semalam bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
semalam bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
aku pun sadari, ku segera berlari
reff:
reff:
cepat pulang cepat kembali, jangan pergi lagi
firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang cepat kembali, jangan pergi lagi
alirnya
bagai sungai yang mendamba samudera
ku tahu pasti kemanakan ku bermuara
semoga ada waktu, sayangku
ku percaya alam pun berbahasa
ku percaya alam pun berbahasa
ada makna di balik semua pertanda
firasat ini rasa rindukah
atau kah hanya bayangaku tak peduli, ku terus berlari
repeat reff
dan lihatlah sayang hujan terus membasahi seolah turun air mata
oh,no.aku rasa the urge.
tapi sebenarnya leading to apa?
buntu.. ergh. biar lah.. hanya tuhan yang tahu.
emosi ku sungguh tak stabil.
sungguh..
Thursday, July 9, 2009
its not that hard~
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
its not that hard, isnt it? to watch.. to see.
without any eyes and any hearts..
its not that hard, isnt it? to watch.. to see.
without any eyes and any hearts..
Thursday, July 2, 2009
let's turn the time, shall we?
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
There will be time when you realize that changes are needed in life
Where discovery and exploration of yourself and people around you begin
You might hurt your loved ones
But you will hurt yourself more
You fight with yourself in search of the true way of life
With new responsibilities and discoveries
You will learn
You will adapt
But it requires time and patience
Hang in there
Because god will never put you in a place where you cant handle
You will be fine
I will be fine
we will be fine..
Afterall, it is just a turning point in our precious life...
by kak nurul huda nazly tan..
:) true..angkat tangan dan kaki, setuju.. cayo2 Dr. Shash!
isnt that amazing?
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
Sears Tower unveils glass balconies on Skydeck.
'The Ledge,' the new glass balconies suspended 1,353 feet (412 meters) in the air and jut out 4 feet (1.22 meters) from the Sears Tower's 103rd floor Skydeck Wednesday, July 1, 2009 in Chicago. The Ledge will open to public on Thursday. (AP Photo/Kiichiro Sato)
Sears Tower unveils glass balconies on Skydeck.
'The Ledge,' the new glass balconies suspended 1,353 feet (412 meters) in the air and jut out 4 feet (1.22 meters) from the Sears Tower's 103rd floor Skydeck Wednesday, July 1, 2009 in Chicago. The Ledge will open to public on Thursday. (AP Photo/Kiichiro Sato)
p/s:
i gotta see it myself to believe it..
chicago, anyone? :)
chicago, anyone? :)
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
bila bohsan..
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
aizat dan cgp
2. Saya sedang mendengar :
bunyik kipas
3. Mungkin saya patut :
lebih beribadat
4. Saya suka :
makan
5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
otak brilliant semuanyer
6. Saya tak faham :
laki gila bola
7. Saya kehilangan :
saat2 manis menjadi remaje
8. Ramai yang berkata :
sy chomeyy . hahaha
9. Makna nama saya :
yang terkenal
10. Cinta itu adalah :
tidak ter describe kebestannye
11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
tdo
12. Saya akan cuba :
makan lg pasnie
13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
forever
14. Telefon bimbit saya :
samseng kampong
15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
sy nk g toilet
16. Saya paling meluat apabila
org suro dgr diaorang mengumpat
17. Pesta / Parti adalah :
tempat yg aku peal nk pg
18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
anas
19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
entah
20. Hari ini :
mak pening kepale
21. Malam ini saya akan:
makan
22. Esok pula saya akan :
cuba jumpe parvin
23. Saya betul-betul inginkan :
kekurusan
24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
sy senyum
25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
klcc
26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
Jepun
27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
gelap
28. Makanan segera adalah :
menggemokkan
29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
mak dah makan.dah bg dah kat bilik dia..
1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
aizat dan cgp
2. Saya sedang mendengar :
bunyik kipas
3. Mungkin saya patut :
lebih beribadat
4. Saya suka :
makan
5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
otak brilliant semuanyer
6. Saya tak faham :
laki gila bola
7. Saya kehilangan :
saat2 manis menjadi remaje
8. Ramai yang berkata :
sy chomeyy . hahaha
9. Makna nama saya :
yang terkenal
10. Cinta itu adalah :
tidak ter describe kebestannye
11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
tdo
12. Saya akan cuba :
makan lg pasnie
13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
forever
14. Telefon bimbit saya :
samseng kampong
15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
sy nk g toilet
16. Saya paling meluat apabila
org suro dgr diaorang mengumpat
17. Pesta / Parti adalah :
tempat yg aku peal nk pg
18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
anas
19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
entah
20. Hari ini :
mak pening kepale
21. Malam ini saya akan:
makan
22. Esok pula saya akan :
cuba jumpe parvin
23. Saya betul-betul inginkan :
kekurusan
24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
sy senyum
25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
klcc
26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
Jepun
27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
gelap
28. Makanan segera adalah :
menggemokkan
29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
mak dah makan.dah bg dah kat bilik dia..
Monday, June 29, 2009
nothing to say..
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
1)What color do you think of when I say...
Anger?
black
Confusion?
white
Inspiration?
pink
Shy?
yellow
Agony?
=grey
Sleep?
= purple
Chipper?
= entah
Beautiful?
=pink
Morning?
=green
2)Would you rather be named...
Andrea or Aimee?
= wat d
Emily or Erica?
= sensitive part erica.. haha
Kelsey or Casey?
= casey
Madeleine or Marina?
=madeleine
Alec or Aaron?
=Aaron
Ryan or Ross?
=ross mcm kaak ros lah plak
Dylan or Daniel?
= diana danielle?
Jack or Jordan?
=jack
Gabriel or Gavin?
=gabriel
3) How often do you...
Brush your teeth?
=2 times a day
Eat breakfast?
=once a day lah. apekah..
Check your email?
=bile online..
Go to the mall?
= slalu lah gaks
Go to the beach?
=ko bawak aku pg aar, ko x bwk pehal aku nk g..
Play card games?
= zaman skolah bile prep..
Have at least 20 minute phone calls?
= ya, selalu
Paint your nails?
=x pernah..
Wish you were happier?
=always!!
4) Did you ever want to be..
A veterinarian?
= tidak
An astronaut?
= mungkin
An artist?
= sambilan, boleh lah. hahaha
A school teacher?
= lecturer jemputan? haha
A housewife?
= when i settle down
A firefighter?
= suka nengok jer
A princess?
= ini aliah musa..
A lawyer?
= tidak..
A doctor?
= sedang menuju.. on my way, on my way.. iA DR SHASHU. ameen.
5) Would you consider yourself..
Materialistic?
= NOPE
Pessimistic?
= sumtimes
Avoidant?
= mayb
Sarcastic?
= when im angry..
Talkative?
=ya tp kalo x da mood,nak ckp sepatah pon aku malas..haha..
Strange?
= according to anas
Intelligent?
= hee
Middle class?
= up lah skett
Lucky?
= mungkin
6) In the next twenty-four hours, will you...
Talk to someone you care about?
= yupp
Go to work?
= define work
Go to school?
= mayb. owh bukit merbah..
Be in a different city?
= erm..entah.
Read a book?
= mungkin lah sgt
Watch a movie?
= dunno
Go to a dentist/orthodontist appointment?
= dah lamer tidaks
Do your laundry?
= tgk lah
Tell someone "I love you" ?
= mak!!!!!!!
7) a)True or False: Family...
I have two brothers or more.
= F
My mom lives with me.
=true
My grandparent(s) live with me.
=false
I have half-siblings.
= ade kot
I am the oldest in my family.
=true
I am an only child.
=false..
I have 15 cousins I can name off the top of my head.
= maybb. brape byk sepupu aku entah. agak ramai lah belas2..
The nearest Aunt or Uncle lives less than an hour away from me.
=true
b)True or False: Food...
I am allergic to chocolate.
=false
I like vegetables more than fruit.
= both same like2
I have tried pizza dipped in ranch sauce.
= ranch sauce?
I've never eaten kiwi fruit.
=false
I love junk food.
=not really..x minat sgt..
I love to try new food.
=depends la..kalo nampak sedap,aku mkn..hahah..
Ketchup goes best with fries(chips).
=yup..
I like fried rice.
=ske! sgt..
I hate sushi.
= nope.
8) How many...
Pairs of shoes do you have?
= byk ler.aku pompuan..
Songs do you have on your music player?
= xde..ade yuna je kot..
Hours of sleep did you get last night?
= 7
Times have you had alcohol?
=never!
Books have you read/started reading in the past month?
= severals.. for finals.. :)
Windows in your house/apartment are open?
= closed like prison
Pets do you have?
=0..haha..
Kids do you have/want to have?
=3..
Minutes does it take to get from your home to school or work?
= 20 min
9) Have you ever...
Spilled a cup of grape juice on the carpet?
= aku nakal time kecik, so mungkin penah
Played spin the bottle?
= kat sri inai dulu
Played Twister?
= tuh makanan kan? hee..
Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?
= selalu
Walked out of a movie because it was horrible?
= nope
Given the finger to someone on the street?
=x penah
Been so sad/angry that you started laughing?
= sumtimes
Been in a wedding?
= dah lame tak g.. mun! cepatlah november...
Been in a situation where you almost died?
= yes.. i broke down like lame lah gak..thank u allah for making me alive..
10) Misc...
Are you stressing out about anything right now?
= tgh jual mahal.. haha. stress siot.
Do you think before acting or act before thinking?
= act dulu.heh.bahaye sial.
Do you act upon your emotions and instinct, or logic and reasoning?
= x sure..
What are some personality traits you find appealing in a potential partner?
= beriman, polite, berckp bila perlu, think b4 act.. tak membazir.. dgr ape aku bebel tanpe memotong and mengjudge sesuke hati..
How have you changed as a person in the last 5 years?
= revolusi seyh..
If you could do anything you wanted right this moment, what would it be?
= g haji, bungee jumping, tour 7 wonders of the world..
Is there anyone you can totally relax and be yourself around?
= pkck, anas, nie mmg totally. heh~
Did you ever wanted to say something to someone, didn't, and regretted it?
= x sure.. if i did ever regret..
Are you scared about the future?
= nope.bring it on!
1)What color do you think of when I say...
Anger?
black
Confusion?
white
Inspiration?
pink
Shy?
yellow
Agony?
=grey
Sleep?
= purple
Chipper?
= entah
Beautiful?
=pink
Morning?
=green
2)Would you rather be named...
Andrea or Aimee?
= wat d
Emily or Erica?
= sensitive part erica.. haha
Kelsey or Casey?
= casey
Madeleine or Marina?
=madeleine
Alec or Aaron?
=Aaron
Ryan or Ross?
=ross mcm kaak ros lah plak
Dylan or Daniel?
= diana danielle?
Jack or Jordan?
=jack
Gabriel or Gavin?
=gabriel
3) How often do you...
Brush your teeth?
=2 times a day
Eat breakfast?
=once a day lah. apekah..
Check your email?
=bile online..
Go to the mall?
= slalu lah gaks
Go to the beach?
=ko bawak aku pg aar, ko x bwk pehal aku nk g..
Play card games?
= zaman skolah bile prep..
Have at least 20 minute phone calls?
= ya, selalu
Paint your nails?
=x pernah..
Wish you were happier?
=always!!
4) Did you ever want to be..
A veterinarian?
= tidak
An astronaut?
= mungkin
An artist?
= sambilan, boleh lah. hahaha
A school teacher?
= lecturer jemputan? haha
A housewife?
= when i settle down
A firefighter?
= suka nengok jer
A princess?
= ini aliah musa..
A lawyer?
= tidak..
A doctor?
= sedang menuju.. on my way, on my way.. iA DR SHASHU. ameen.
5) Would you consider yourself..
Materialistic?
= NOPE
Pessimistic?
= sumtimes
Avoidant?
= mayb
Sarcastic?
= when im angry..
Talkative?
=ya tp kalo x da mood,nak ckp sepatah pon aku malas..haha..
Strange?
= according to anas
Intelligent?
= hee
Middle class?
= up lah skett
Lucky?
= mungkin
6) In the next twenty-four hours, will you...
Talk to someone you care about?
= yupp
Go to work?
= define work
Go to school?
= mayb. owh bukit merbah..
Be in a different city?
= erm..entah.
Read a book?
= mungkin lah sgt
Watch a movie?
= dunno
Go to a dentist/orthodontist appointment?
= dah lamer tidaks
Do your laundry?
= tgk lah
Tell someone "I love you" ?
= mak!!!!!!!
7) a)True or False: Family...
I have two brothers or more.
= F
My mom lives with me.
=true
My grandparent(s) live with me.
=false
I have half-siblings.
= ade kot
I am the oldest in my family.
=true
I am an only child.
=false..
I have 15 cousins I can name off the top of my head.
= maybb. brape byk sepupu aku entah. agak ramai lah belas2..
The nearest Aunt or Uncle lives less than an hour away from me.
=true
b)True or False: Food...
I am allergic to chocolate.
=false
I like vegetables more than fruit.
= both same like2
I have tried pizza dipped in ranch sauce.
= ranch sauce?
I've never eaten kiwi fruit.
=false
I love junk food.
=not really..x minat sgt..
I love to try new food.
=depends la..kalo nampak sedap,aku mkn..hahah..
Ketchup goes best with fries(chips).
=yup..
I like fried rice.
=ske! sgt..
I hate sushi.
= nope.
8) How many...
Pairs of shoes do you have?
= byk ler.aku pompuan..
Songs do you have on your music player?
= xde..ade yuna je kot..
Hours of sleep did you get last night?
= 7
Times have you had alcohol?
=never!
Books have you read/started reading in the past month?
= severals.. for finals.. :)
Windows in your house/apartment are open?
= closed like prison
Pets do you have?
=0..haha..
Kids do you have/want to have?
=3..
Minutes does it take to get from your home to school or work?
= 20 min
9) Have you ever...
Spilled a cup of grape juice on the carpet?
= aku nakal time kecik, so mungkin penah
Played spin the bottle?
= kat sri inai dulu
Played Twister?
= tuh makanan kan? hee..
Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?
= selalu
Walked out of a movie because it was horrible?
= nope
Given the finger to someone on the street?
=x penah
Been so sad/angry that you started laughing?
= sumtimes
Been in a wedding?
= dah lame tak g.. mun! cepatlah november...
Been in a situation where you almost died?
= yes.. i broke down like lame lah gak..thank u allah for making me alive..
10) Misc...
Are you stressing out about anything right now?
= tgh jual mahal.. haha. stress siot.
Do you think before acting or act before thinking?
= act dulu.heh.bahaye sial.
Do you act upon your emotions and instinct, or logic and reasoning?
= x sure..
What are some personality traits you find appealing in a potential partner?
= beriman, polite, berckp bila perlu, think b4 act.. tak membazir.. dgr ape aku bebel tanpe memotong and mengjudge sesuke hati..
How have you changed as a person in the last 5 years?
= revolusi seyh..
If you could do anything you wanted right this moment, what would it be?
= g haji, bungee jumping, tour 7 wonders of the world..
Is there anyone you can totally relax and be yourself around?
= pkck, anas, nie mmg totally. heh~
Did you ever wanted to say something to someone, didn't, and regretted it?
= x sure.. if i did ever regret..
Are you scared about the future?
= nope.bring it on!
it dosent matter, dosent it?
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
tak semena-mena,
terkenang wajah seorang musafir...
heh~
sgt2 memohon agar diriku bersatu..
masih byk langkah perlu diatur agar tak tersungkur dan nmpk canggung..
shahirah, hidupkan hidupmu dgn sesungguhnya, kerna DIA.....
memohon agar dirinya bersatu...
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
1. Last beverage: sky juice
2. Last phone call: mun, lu dah tempah kad kawen, lom?
3. Last text message: ey, u dh stat blaja ekh?
4. Last song you listened to: ct nurhaliza's in IB :)
5. Last time you cried: thinking of how jahat anas saying dia nk turun kl and takmo bgtau.. (of course its a joke tapi ya laa, kecik ati laa plak. hee)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: have u dated someone once?
7. Been cheated on: mayb
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: ?
9. Lost someone special: define special
10. Been depressed: haha (does dat explain? (: )
11. Been drunk and threw up: daaa...
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. black
13. light pink
14. light purple
THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: entah
16. Fallen out of love: not yet
17. Laughed until you cried: anas!
18. Met someone who changed you: pkck
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: back stabbing ker? penah2..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: woo.. giler?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: facebook eh.. hurm, like 70% i guess..
23. How many kids do you want to have: 3
24. Do you have any pets: birds. awang namenyer. tapi dah almarhum..
25. Do you want to change your name: i love my name!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: makan cake?
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.. gle lambat!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: online ler.. haish! cuti nie...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: clinicals? (owh puleezz)
30. Last time you saw your Mother: one hour ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing! biarlah begini dari begitu atau mcm tuh.. coz akhirnyer, its u. ur left wif u..
32. What are you listening to right now: bunyik kipas? :)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: cikgu kat britishcouncil dulu..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the lembap internet! wat la streamyx!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook (shame shame) and some blogs
36. Whats your real name: Shahirah Shuaib
37. Nicknames: shuu, ashu, shashu, kak yah, kakak, kak, dunia, makcik? :) , mate, guni beras(bapak aku.. biaser lah..) and latest one shash.. cool lah gak. haha..
38. Relationship Status: single lah
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: f
41. Elementary?: sri inai, sktm 2
42. Middle School?: TKC
43. High school/college?: TKC, matric londang, matric uia, cucms.
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: dah nk long..
46. Height: no idea..
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: mayb
48: What do you like about yourself?: dat most of the time i really couldnt care less
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: rite
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: in a few months time.. (posting jer.. :))
53. First piercing: zaman kanak-kanak
54. First best friend: nadia najib.. where r u?
55. First sports you joined: i was not born to do/like sports
56. First vacation: singaporee
58. First pair of trainers: sekolah rendah kot
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: sleep at d sofa
62. Listening to: masih bunyik kipas..
63. Waiting on: kemalasan ku berlalu utk beribadah..
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: hendak..
65. Get Married?: lagi lah hendak..
66. Career?: ER departmnt
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes eyes eyes x100
68. Hugs or kisses: can i have both? hehe
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: doesnt matter
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: both
75. Troublemaker or hesitant: both (i'm horribly indecisive)
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes, bloody idiot specs, where r u!
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: mayb
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes. ustaz baem.. (alfatihah..)
85. Fallen for a friend?: bila aku bengong.. yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: obviously.
87. Miracles: ya.
88. Love at first sight: kdg2.
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: apekahh..
91. Kiss on the first date: kalo dia husband aku,leh laa bodo..
92. Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: crush ade lah. hee.
95. Did you sing today?: yes. di IB bersame ct. ;)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: entah
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: to meet my 17-self. and tell her everything. EVERYTHING.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the day i blanjer a supposedly not suppose to blanjer human being. haih. i surprise myself jugak nway.. heh~
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sumtimes....
1. Last beverage: sky juice
2. Last phone call: mun, lu dah tempah kad kawen, lom?
3. Last text message: ey, u dh stat blaja ekh?
4. Last song you listened to: ct nurhaliza's in IB :)
5. Last time you cried: thinking of how jahat anas saying dia nk turun kl and takmo bgtau.. (of course its a joke tapi ya laa, kecik ati laa plak. hee)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: have u dated someone once?
7. Been cheated on: mayb
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: ?
9. Lost someone special: define special
10. Been depressed: haha (does dat explain? (: )
11. Been drunk and threw up: daaa...
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. black
13. light pink
14. light purple
THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: entah
16. Fallen out of love: not yet
17. Laughed until you cried: anas!
18. Met someone who changed you: pkck
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: back stabbing ker? penah2..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: woo.. giler?
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: facebook eh.. hurm, like 70% i guess..
23. How many kids do you want to have: 3
24. Do you have any pets: birds. awang namenyer. tapi dah almarhum..
25. Do you want to change your name: i love my name!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: makan cake?
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.. gle lambat!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: online ler.. haish! cuti nie...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: clinicals? (owh puleezz)
30. Last time you saw your Mother: one hour ago..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing! biarlah begini dari begitu atau mcm tuh.. coz akhirnyer, its u. ur left wif u..
32. What are you listening to right now: bunyik kipas? :)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: cikgu kat britishcouncil dulu..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the lembap internet! wat la streamyx!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook (shame shame) and some blogs
36. Whats your real name: Shahirah Shuaib
37. Nicknames: shuu, ashu, shashu, kak yah, kakak, kak, dunia, makcik? :) , mate, guni beras(bapak aku.. biaser lah..) and latest one shash.. cool lah gak. haha..
38. Relationship Status: single lah
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: f
41. Elementary?: sri inai, sktm 2
42. Middle School?: TKC
43. High school/college?: TKC, matric londang, matric uia, cucms.
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: dah nk long..
46. Height: no idea..
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: mayb
48: What do you like about yourself?: dat most of the time i really couldnt care less
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: rite
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: in a few months time.. (posting jer.. :))
53. First piercing: zaman kanak-kanak
54. First best friend: nadia najib.. where r u?
55. First sports you joined: i was not born to do/like sports
56. First vacation: singaporee
58. First pair of trainers: sekolah rendah kot
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope
61. I'm about to: sleep at d sofa
62. Listening to: masih bunyik kipas..
63. Waiting on: kemalasan ku berlalu utk beribadah..
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: hendak..
65. Get Married?: lagi lah hendak..
66. Career?: ER departmnt
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes eyes eyes x100
68. Hugs or kisses: can i have both? hehe
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: doesnt matter
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: both
75. Troublemaker or hesitant: both (i'm horribly indecisive)
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes, bloody idiot specs, where r u!
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: mayb
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes. ustaz baem.. (alfatihah..)
85. Fallen for a friend?: bila aku bengong.. yes.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: obviously.
87. Miracles: ya.
88. Love at first sight: kdg2.
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: apekahh..
91. Kiss on the first date: kalo dia husband aku,leh laa bodo..
92. Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: crush ade lah. hee.
95. Did you sing today?: yes. di IB bersame ct. ;)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: entah
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: to meet my 17-self. and tell her everything. EVERYTHING.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the day i blanjer a supposedly not suppose to blanjer human being. haih. i surprise myself jugak nway.. heh~
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sumtimes....
Sunday, June 28, 2009
erti hidup pada yg memberi..
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
p/s: tersentuh dgn last part heroin nye falsafah hidup.. byk bende dlm hidup nie, yg perlu kita belajar.. lebih2 lagi kpd makna sebuah cinta yg unggul(hanya pada ALLAH).. dan langsung juga mengingtkn aku pada diriku yg sebelah lagi.. hurm.. life must go on, babes.. la ila ha illallah...
p/s: tersentuh dgn last part heroin nye falsafah hidup.. byk bende dlm hidup nie, yg perlu kita belajar.. lebih2 lagi kpd makna sebuah cinta yg unggul(hanya pada ALLAH).. dan langsung juga mengingtkn aku pada diriku yg sebelah lagi.. hurm.. life must go on, babes.. la ila ha illallah...
Saturday, June 27, 2009
org bercakap..
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
aku: itu suara org berckp ke, tv?
ans: kalau tv, suara org berckp juga lah kan?
aku: (dah start dah, dia nie.. pecah perut aku gelak)
aku: mmg lah, tapi maner samer!
ans: ya lah, suara org berckp..
aku: tapi mcm suara tv!
ans: (suara mcm impress.. ) ya ke?
aku: ya lah! iksh!!
aku: itu suara org berckp ke, tv?
ans: kalau tv, suara org berckp juga lah kan?
aku: (dah start dah, dia nie.. pecah perut aku gelak)
aku: mmg lah, tapi maner samer!
ans: ya lah, suara org berckp..
aku: tapi mcm suara tv!
ans: (suara mcm impress.. ) ya ke?
aku: ya lah! iksh!!
Friday, June 26, 2009
arigato partners in crime!
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
pochat: kurus nk mampos..
peanut: vogue nyer,makcik..
aku: maken bulat as usual..
terus ke depan, ok.. terus!!!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
now what?
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...
ok, dah habes pro exam..
done wif the weekly assesments..
now what?
rotation 3rd yr clinicals..
starting wif ong..
aliah,nana, zue, apart..
haish..
down but predictable..
musti tabah hati..
now what?
holidayying wif unfinished electives..
facebooking like mad..
usrah..
now what?
siapkan dirimu,shahirah.. its a long way to go frm now......
p/s: rasa nk rebah jer.. allah...
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
SEDAR!
tulus mulus tgn ku menules...(amik dari abg syatir.. even bukan utk aku (utk debaters UIA) tapi teguran nie mmg perlu utk setiap org yg rase dia terlena dgn status quo dan sebagainyer.. )
Sekarang bukan masa berkabung. Sekarang bukan masa termenung. Bangkitlah dari tidurmu. Kita perlukan REVOLUSI. Revolusi hanya akan berlaku jika anda SEDAR:
1) S - Sikap : Buang semua sikap negatif (malas, menyalahkan orang lain, lambat datang training, kurang membaca, tak mahu terima kekalahan, rasa macam bagus dll.) Pupuk sikap positif (rajin, muhasabah diri sendiri bukan muhasabah hakim, datang awal, banyak membaca, belajar menerima kekalahan, rendah diri dan mahu belajar dll.)
2) E - Energetik : Bersemangat. Ada passion. Mahu buat yang terbaik. Mahu menang. Mahu perbaiki kelemahan. Suka membaca surat khabar dan menonton berita. Boleh membuat kajian dengan banyak dan efektif tanpa merungut. Sanggup datang latihan walaupun sibuk dengan kerja-kerja lain. Tetap datang latihan sebagai sparring walaupun tak masuk team. Nak belajar bukan nak berlagak.
3) D - Disiplin : Pengurusan masa yang baik. Datang awal. Datang setiap hari. Banyak berkorban bukan banyak alasan. Tidak kenal jemu dan penat. Mematuhi arahan jurulatih tanpa prejudis. Menerima segala keputusan jurulatih dan penasihat tanpa rasa tidak puas hati. Membuat segala tugasan yang diberikan dengan bersungguh-sungguh. Menjunjung imej dan nama baik universiti semasa pertandingan.
4) A - Analisis : Cari kelemahan diri, jangan cari salah orang lain. Jangan mudah mencari 'scapegoat' untuk dipersalahkan. Muhasabah setiap latihan dan setiap perlawanan (yang menang atau yang kalah). Cari sebab kenapa kalah dan cari sebab kenapa menang? Cari jalan untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri bukan cari jalan untuk melarikan diri.
5) R - Redha : Kembali kepada Allah. Ingat, kemenangan bukan datang drpd hakim atau jurulatih, dan semestinya bukan drpd anda. Kemenangan datang drpd Tuhan. Oleh itu, mintalah kemenangan drpd-Nya, mintalah kejayaan drpd-Nya. Sentiasa ingat dan beribadat kpd-Nya barulah permintaan kita dikabulkan. Patuhi perintah-Nya tinggalkan larangan-Nya, Insya-Allah kemenangan akan diberikan kepada kita.
sedar.. bile nak sedar nie, shuuu!
Sekarang bukan masa berkabung. Sekarang bukan masa termenung. Bangkitlah dari tidurmu. Kita perlukan REVOLUSI. Revolusi hanya akan berlaku jika anda SEDAR:
1) S - Sikap : Buang semua sikap negatif (malas, menyalahkan orang lain, lambat datang training, kurang membaca, tak mahu terima kekalahan, rasa macam bagus dll.) Pupuk sikap positif (rajin, muhasabah diri sendiri bukan muhasabah hakim, datang awal, banyak membaca, belajar menerima kekalahan, rendah diri dan mahu belajar dll.)
2) E - Energetik : Bersemangat. Ada passion. Mahu buat yang terbaik. Mahu menang. Mahu perbaiki kelemahan. Suka membaca surat khabar dan menonton berita. Boleh membuat kajian dengan banyak dan efektif tanpa merungut. Sanggup datang latihan walaupun sibuk dengan kerja-kerja lain. Tetap datang latihan sebagai sparring walaupun tak masuk team. Nak belajar bukan nak berlagak.
3) D - Disiplin : Pengurusan masa yang baik. Datang awal. Datang setiap hari. Banyak berkorban bukan banyak alasan. Tidak kenal jemu dan penat. Mematuhi arahan jurulatih tanpa prejudis. Menerima segala keputusan jurulatih dan penasihat tanpa rasa tidak puas hati. Membuat segala tugasan yang diberikan dengan bersungguh-sungguh. Menjunjung imej dan nama baik universiti semasa pertandingan.
4) A - Analisis : Cari kelemahan diri, jangan cari salah orang lain. Jangan mudah mencari 'scapegoat' untuk dipersalahkan. Muhasabah setiap latihan dan setiap perlawanan (yang menang atau yang kalah). Cari sebab kenapa kalah dan cari sebab kenapa menang? Cari jalan untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri bukan cari jalan untuk melarikan diri.
5) R - Redha : Kembali kepada Allah. Ingat, kemenangan bukan datang drpd hakim atau jurulatih, dan semestinya bukan drpd anda. Kemenangan datang drpd Tuhan. Oleh itu, mintalah kemenangan drpd-Nya, mintalah kejayaan drpd-Nya. Sentiasa ingat dan beribadat kpd-Nya barulah permintaan kita dikabulkan. Patuhi perintah-Nya tinggalkan larangan-Nya, Insya-Allah kemenangan akan diberikan kepada kita.
sedar.. bile nak sedar nie, shuuu!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
very funny!
mun:
bagus ar mak (nenek).. mak sorang jer yg perasan kak yah(aku) kat mane dlm gambar nie..
aku:
(blur sbb tak pezen pun ade gambar hantar mokhtat g mesir kat airport bwh meja makan.. ) mane2? (carik, tapi mcm xde jer..) xde pun, mun..
mun:
(gelak) lah, lu kan tangkap gambar mase nie..
neks + mun :
(gelak terkekeh..)
*sigh.. very funny neks.. very funny..
the daughter's not so famous confession...
of course, i inherited his confidence, his adventurous attitude.. his panas baran and above all, his insight towards the world.. iv done reflections thruout my life wif abah.. like looking to a glass of water, abah thought me that life is not only half empty, it cud be haf full as well.. depends on how u see it, and totally abah gave me his extra eyes.. to see and appreciate things. to be brave. to be brave...
its not that i talk to abah dat often cuz he's alwez busy wif stuffs like meeting, etc.. but then, the moments i had wif him wus the productive ones..
ALLAH, thank you. i have abah. and he's more than enuf dat i can ever wish or ask for....
hpy abah's day!
luv u, babah...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
saturday night palsy!
org laen balik hari khamis lagik.. tak pun hari jumaat..kami pulang hari sabtu!
jummat ade program.. best! bila cinta berbicara ;)
as for aliah, makcik dia dpt ambel stuffs hari sabtu.. so she tag along to bila cinta berbicara..tq bro for wanted to come.. =)
ya allah, cintakanlah aku pada dia yg mencintaiMu..
p/s: hendak yg soleh jer tak cukup utk berdoa pade yg Esa.. have to be more specific.. like penyabar, berharta, etc..
Friday, June 19, 2009
touching.. especially pada saat 4:55 and onwards..
ya ALLAH, tq so much sbb takdirkan aku ada emak.. ada abah..
CHANGE
hari ini saya menyahut cabaran utk drive kereta membelah jalan raya menuju ke majlis makan2 kesyukuran semua org pass pro exam dengan jaya nya..alhamdulillah~
sekalung tahniah kepada cik co pilot 1, 2, 3 and 4..
co pilot 1 : aliah musa
co pilot 2: zubalqiah
co pilot 3: shasha
co pilot 4: isha
1: bro, bagik signal..
xpe bro, ini jalan kita; terus jer..
elok2 bro, setraightt jerr..
tekan minyak lagik, nie bukit nie..
kiri sikit.. (padahal kanan..)
tak nak betulkan seat ke?
2: shashu, seat belt!
eh, eh.. (sambil buat muka cuak bila sikit lagik nak hantok kenderaan lain..)
jauh lagik ke, nie.. iksh, 1o km lagik... (haha. hina gle pilot.. sape lah pilot itu.. ;) )
SHASHU! kajang kiri, kiri.. (cemas)
3: kita taknak ikut diaorang (iffah, maya, etc..) balik umah ke?
ok, jom balik now.. (mcm dia pgg kunci jer, haish.. )
uuu, i takut lori...
4: its ok, ashu.. ur doing fine.. job well done dan etc words of encouragement dari cik isha..
selamat pulang, kita semua..
ingat.. cuti2 juga.. tapi amik lah peluang cuti nie utk mengasah minda jadik lebih hebat.. iA!
HOLIDAY,HOLIDAY.. LETS GO!
=)
elective....
it's too soon...needd moooore timme....
kawen? giler pe..
xm? abes dah..
hols? aah kot.. cuz planning mmg tiade di situ.. haih~
Thursday, June 18, 2009
kepade zubalqiah..
inilah ZA..
haih~
yg itu, huem..tutup buku je lahh..
i kejarr MO sekarang.. (gelak tak sure.. haha)
sgt!
im 22 not yet.
i luv to b me.
i thot iv changed but now And then the spirit juz worn out. i keep forgetting the important things in life, keep holding on to false hopes, keep trying to impress the ppl dat i shud hv said gudbye long ago, and sumhow im tired to smile already..
tired of faith. tired of love. tired of hopes.
its easy for me to fall for sumone..
cuz im not complicated at all..
only things become twisted when i realize that its wrong to be simple..
oh well, matter of definitions, ey? i hv a very broad definitions of life that sumhow i keep forgetting and allow myself to cramp in darkness like nobody cares..
i live for today.. sumtimes trap in the past and sumtimes not at all woorying bout tomorrow..
i dunno y, but my worries r lesser nowdays.. i dun worry much nemore like i used to.. i juz dun gv a damn..
i dunno and i dun care--i said dis to a fren when she asked me about wats the layers of the foot.. and i felt so confident. haha. like im telling the truth without even have to hide that i dunno and yet i dun care..
owh. watever. im a new me everyday=)
revisited describing me in facebook. (i told u, i xde keje... ;) )
i luv to b me.
i thot iv changed but now And then the spirit juz worn out. i keep forgetting the important things in life, keep holding on to false hopes, keep trying to impress the ppl dat i shud hv said gudbye long ago, and sumhow im tired to smile already..
tired of faith. tired of love. tired of hopes.
its easy for me to fall for sumone..
cuz im not complicated at all..
only things become twisted when i realize that its wrong to be simple..
oh well, matter of definitions, ey? i hv a very broad definitions of life that sumhow i keep forgetting and allow myself to cramp in darkness like nobody cares..
i live for today.. sumtimes trap in the past and sumtimes not at all woorying bout tomorrow..
i dunno y, but my worries r lesser nowdays.. i dun worry much nemore like i used to.. i juz dun gv a damn..
i dunno and i dun care--i said dis to a fren when she asked me about wats the layers of the foot.. and i felt so confident. haha. like im telling the truth without even have to hide that i dunno and yet i dun care..
owh. watever. im a new me everyday=)
revisited describing me in facebook. (i told u, i xde keje... ;) )
musim durian.. =)
Have you ever
Been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : penah
Fallen asleep at school : hobi
Fell off your chair :jatohkan org penah lah
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : penah
Saved e-mails : of coz
What is your room like : kosong
What's right beside you : stuffs
What is the last thing you ate : puan firdous blanjer mee shrimp penang....
Ever had
Chicken pox : dah
Sore throat : penah
Stitches : tadika-ganas gile org tolak aku
Broken nose : Nope
Do you
Believe in love at first sight : tidak lagi
Like picnics: malas.. tapi suke
Who was/were the last person
You danced with : hamidot kot
Last made you smile : dia....
Today did you
Talk to someone you like : no..
Kissed anyone : no
Get sick : recovering batoks...
Talk to an ex : nopes
Miss someone : strangely no one.. mayb mak nel..
Who do you really hate: they..
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now : no one
Do you like your hand-writing : kdg2
Are your toe nails painted : pehal
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : beqs, alieya
What color shirt are you wearing now : green light2
Are you a friendly person : tgk musim..
Do you have any pets : anas? haha..
Do you sleep with the TV on : errrr...
What are you doing right now : tgh tunggu kwn2 blk dr alaman..
Can you handle the truth : insyaallah
Are you closer to your mother or father : Maks
Do you eat healthy : yes , maybe...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : entah....
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : ALLAH
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : haf-haf?
Are you confident : iA, ya..
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
- crush dgn amirul, g tusyen, lawan ckp cikgu BM yg aku dh lupe nama dia.. , borak2 dgn buddy sambil tunggu bus skolah dia datang, kena bully dgn budak2 6 wawasan.. haih~
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
buat yayasan shuaib&rubiah(name mak abah),
buat hospital yg combine dgn hotel =) ameen,
g haji every year dgn mak abah, sanak saudare sume org lah aku angkut, AMEEENN
g slimming spa.. ngeh2..
menyumbang utk jln dakwah...
5 of my bad habits
- cepat marah2, cepAT benci org, cepat suke org, makanx ingt dunia, dan byk lagiey..
5 places I am living in
- ampang je ler..
im tagging myself. (xde keje nk mampos)
Been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : penah
Fallen asleep at school : hobi
Fell off your chair :jatohkan org penah lah
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : penah
Saved e-mails : of coz
What is your room like : kosong
What's right beside you : stuffs
What is the last thing you ate : puan firdous blanjer mee shrimp penang....
Ever had
Chicken pox : dah
Sore throat : penah
Stitches : tadika-ganas gile org tolak aku
Broken nose : Nope
Do you
Believe in love at first sight : tidak lagi
Like picnics: malas.. tapi suke
Who was/were the last person
You danced with : hamidot kot
Last made you smile : dia....
Today did you
Talk to someone you like : no..
Kissed anyone : no
Get sick : recovering batoks...
Talk to an ex : nopes
Miss someone : strangely no one.. mayb mak nel..
Who do you really hate: they..
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now : no one
Do you like your hand-writing : kdg2
Are your toe nails painted : pehal
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : beqs, alieya
What color shirt are you wearing now : green light2
Are you a friendly person : tgk musim..
Do you have any pets : anas? haha..
Do you sleep with the TV on : errrr...
What are you doing right now : tgh tunggu kwn2 blk dr alaman..
Can you handle the truth : insyaallah
Are you closer to your mother or father : Maks
Do you eat healthy : yes , maybe...
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : entah....
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : ALLAH
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : haf-haf?
Are you confident : iA, ya..
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
- crush dgn amirul, g tusyen, lawan ckp cikgu BM yg aku dh lupe nama dia.. , borak2 dgn buddy sambil tunggu bus skolah dia datang, kena bully dgn budak2 6 wawasan.. haih~
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
buat yayasan shuaib&rubiah(name mak abah),
buat hospital yg combine dgn hotel =) ameen,
g haji every year dgn mak abah, sanak saudare sume org lah aku angkut, AMEEENN
g slimming spa.. ngeh2..
menyumbang utk jln dakwah...
5 of my bad habits
- cepat marah2, cepAT benci org, cepat suke org, makanx ingt dunia, dan byk lagiey..
5 places I am living in
- ampang je ler..
im tagging myself. (xde keje nk mampos)
alhamdulillah..syukur~
post utk midah!
owh hamidah yg tampak confuse namun licik.. thanks for those times yg dunia i terbalik and u hv to tadah telinga mndengar.. thanx for d osce partner practise like cool gle lah kite.. haha.. sori lah my room mane2 yg u tak comfy, k.. syg kamu , si veteren licik.. ;) muahx!
post utk er-er!
dearest er-er@era,
knowing this free soul, her talkative syndrome and lay back chill lah attitude makes her the one of the most adorable fwen i ever had.. stay u, huh.. i remember those days i used to 'ulcerated' ur kereta 'lipas' merah dulu.. haha.. bodo nk mampos.. =)
post utk nana shasha bibiqs
nana kus, kau lah manusia pelik hyper reflex byk celah gigi a.ka scandals yang mengagumkan.. belajar jer atas bed tapi leh plak masuk.. respect habes..
thank you so much for being strong, nen.. when i look at you, you dun potray pon wat the hell uv been thru and i really admire that.. stay persevere,ok.. doctor shasha bleh punyer cardiologist to be, iA.. =)
AWARD MANUSIA PALING SENGET DI DUNIA JATUH KEPADE ..... ( semua org tahu..) haha..;)
post utk aliah musa!
aliah musa yg adrenalin nya terlebeh..sy sgt menghargai sisi-sisi kamu yg mulus..
sgt menghargai satu2nye manusia di rumah yg akan 'sape buang sampah harinie'..
aliah yg konon nampak jer fragile tapi dialah antare manusia plg kental aku pernah jumpe..
ingt lagi time psycho markah lekat kat dinding lu.. hehe.. those days...
=)
one big bow for aliah.. she's a butterfly now.. beautiful butterfly..
p/s: we hav a doctor pianist to be ;)
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