ganster

I know.yes. I know. but it does not make a change. its just the same I guess. no matter how much you wanna change it. it stays the same. maybe I'm older that I don't find some things that I used to like back then. I just don't bother. It hurts actually not to know what you want in life. and it even hurt more when you have no idea on how to get what you want. Maybe I lack of plans. or maybe I don't have a desire to dream anymore. This mind of mind seems to be in full negativity. I can't change some stuffs around me. But I can change the way I think. and what I am thinking now is that I want to gain a lot of experience that I could.