Dear Paeds

after 3 years, and counting! =) Alhamdulilah we pass our 3rd year~

Kami. Finishing 3rd Yr, Alhamdulilah. (After grandest refelction)

Tazkirah I gave to foundation students in Wetland Putrajaya. Analogi Nobita, Doraemon, Giant. SO Paeds kan? =)



Dr Salehin yg adorable. Miss ur wide grin! Wife, sgt envy ok!





Adik Irfan hadiahkan kami sweets. So adorable, akan ingat dia smpi bila2!

:5th posting-Paeds-

honestly I am not a bright student. Most of the time, and obviously, all the time, pertolongan Allah itu dtg. Alhamdulilah.

I knew I should aim for an A, be excellent, etc. But seriously, thru out 3rd year had actually been a struggle for me. Especially internal medicine. Depress sgt. At one point I felt like quitting tapi Allah br jua peluang dan ruang utk brnafas n meneruskn pelayaran. Hurm. Its the price that I pay. Ini jalan yg aku pilih! For me, pass tuh dah kira ok. dapat lebih, bonus. But that is going to change, iA. Naik 4th year nnt, kna aim tinggi. Aim jadi doctor Muslimah yg menyembuhkan dgn izin Allah n membangunkn jiwa patientnya,(end in mind) bukan pass 5th year jerh! Nk jadi safe doctor tak nie? Takkan nk belajar utk exam jerh? Shahirah, shahirah...
N'way, back to paeds. It hv been roller coster fun ride. =) initially, I am so naive about children's development. At what age they can crawl, at wat age they can start talking, and by what age are alarming signs for them not to talk,run,walk, etc.. =)

Alhamdulilah in this posting I am able to appreciate makhluk ciptaan Allah dengan lebih baik lagi. Melihat ibu bapa sungguh syg anak2, melayan tanpa mengeluh. Ada juga adik yg kena dera, kena pukul masuk ward. Apa lah yg budak tu tahu hendak dibuat sebegitu rupa. Ikut statistik, kebanyakan pendera nie bila kecil punya past history pernah di dera juga. Hurm. Posting in membolehkan kami menjejakkan kaki di Hosp Serdang. Jumpa HOD paeds dia, Dr Norra, mula2 bad impression gak sbb masa first briefing dari dia, ayat2 yg dia gunakan agak tak di prefer sgt oleh telinga aku. Tapi bila dh lama2 tuh, dia very motherly sbenarnya. Selalu layan kitaorg time ward round dgn grand ward round. Dlm posting ini, ada masanya aku akan dpt sindrom xde mood nk clerk tapi mujur sbb aku dilantik oleh subgroup sbg ketua, so nak tak nak, kna lah tunjuk contoh yg baik. Kalau ketua pon malas, anak buah pun malas kn. Mula2 keberatan gak nk jd ketua, and sgt blank dgn guys nape xnk jd ketua, tapi br sekarang nmpk hikmahNya. Tq Allah. Parvin juga play a big role in making sure objectives in Paeds aku penuhi sbb Parv sgt suka budak2. Bila dtg masa aku malas n xde perasaan kat budak2, Parv punya semangat tuh aku pinjam sikit utk buat-buat semangat. My finalized osce exam was with Prof Musa.

Prof Khairul mmg syg aku terlebih. Masa first name list keluar, my name was under 3lecturer. Adeh. Bila tanya Prof Khairul balik, boleh pulak dia buat lawak, special case need 3 opinion. hehe. Nk jer tanye boleh pilih tak? Nak Dr Salehin! My, he is very encouraging tau. I learnt a lot from him. Especially tips belajar. Sbb dia jugak lah aku hargai buku logbook yg ada core objectives and salin satu malam. Huhu. Anyway, mmg Allah nk uji tahap level redha aku. Mmg berserah habis. Bukan apa, ada sedikit stranger anxiety. Prof Musa hv never taught us and suddenly dia nk pula jd examiner. Iksh2. Before this other groups berpeluang utk belajar dgn Prof Musa tapi kitaorg xdpt pon teaching dgn Prof Musa, xpaham kenapa. Hurm. I also really appreciate usaha Prof Khairul utk buat study circle every Wed. Mantop gell Prof. Ada hatinya utk kami, walau sepatutnya hak masa itu boleh dia gunakan di clinic dia. Owh ya, masa 2nd week posting nie, I had met with a very devastating accident. MasyaAllah, itulah hati bila lupa Allah, cara ini lah yg Allah pilih utk sentap jiwa aku. Boleh saja aku mati. atau cedera teruk. Tapi aku masih hidup, alhamdulilah. Aku dapat sindrom imbasan atau sng cerita tiba2 my memory recall the accident every here and then, all the dentuaman sounds and car crash and I will have palpitations. So sng cerita, agak trauma gak. after the accident, I escape 3 days of class. My parents was never ending supporting. Pun terharu dgn kwn2 yg bersama2 semasa di tempat kejadian. They stayed for me until my parents came =) Alhamdulilah. cN never express how tq I am for ur support. And 'thanks' to this accident also that I got my new MyVi car =)

All and all, Paeds really-really an eye opener. Masih byk lg yg kna improve posting ini. Cayo2! Jumpa lagi ya adik2 time akak 5th yr! =)iA. Ameen. Moga Allah permudahkan.

(Nway, exm with Prof Musa; with Pana and Adrees was suprisingly fearless ok. I did ok, Alhamdulilah, so as all of us. I got UTI case, Pana had Kawasaki and Adrees had Rickets. )