swirl of faith--twisted--doom..

i know that she knew how hard life wus back then-its worstly getting preety creepy and nastily wilder now-

i knew that she did not imagine committing suicide just for the glam of it-i knew that she smile so bright that its so crystal clear she cries inside..

-i knew of someone so appearing strong vocally yet so plain weak in confronting deir own pile of fears-i know of an ugly secret that i told an enemy just to help her out with her life..

-i wanted her to know that at least despite being an enemy, she was my friend too-i know she thot of bad things about me but i refuse to bother..

-and i know of these kind, free, sexy spirit who would be very independent of any obstacles coming her way but sumhow along the way she seems to be stumble a lot, again and again, atrracting negative ions that juz won't bulge away and stays untill she exaggerate life so extreme as if this world is as one tiny world that force her to swallow everything and not let her see any light even when she deserve a very bright one..

-i know of her favourite season-winter-where i know she loves to be hug in a cold freezing atmosphere but it sure would hurt her badly if nobody seems to care that she is getting brutally cyanos and horribly dyspnic, wheezing like a sick pig..

a swirl of faith is all left.. for her and her troubled soul.

i know more than enough to say that its fading and dissapearing..

owh, i know she will keep smiling btw-i know-i just knew...