i knoe..

its easier to pass on the blame.. yeah, blame me..

but y do u think its ur fault..

bcoz i shud hv did done sth.. mayb.perhaps.. or i shud hv been der..

i shud hv like promoted it to death.. or have an extra pengaruh helping hands so that my org2 pengaruh itu boleh tarik semau org dlm linkungan pengaruhnya utk ke apa2 session.. yg juga sbenarnya adalah utk kebaikan bersama..

and maybe there are times u need to learn how to deal wif ppl yg marah, dissapointed.. not to bulat2 and terima wat they said and put the blame on u.. sumtimes u cn be the fault but its not totally ur fault, dosent it.. they did promised to come.. i did told when and what..

so, nak buat apa lepas nie? maybe u cn ajak the gurls yg semangat sket nie utk help u out..


yes2. i did.. and we'll do solo this time.. u want it, u get it..


sekian.


dear u.. now i knoe wuts wrong wif me.. i dun like to be scolded. one. but the fact that i thot org akan marah2 i and blame myself is another torturing mental prob so stress thingy thats bothering me.. which i need to let it jump out of the window one day insyaallah.. tq theraphy session..sgt membantu.........