its only beginning...

its easier to cry. its easier to see other ppls happiness. its easier to say and stumble upon ur words. its okay. sumtimes u need a little push, a little rough tide, a little bounce out of the blue. fine now, its a great day. why the sad face. why the fear. free urself from the prison. break free. dont be afraid. thou the future seems bleak but remember those times, when they show u the way of happiness and truth.. mayb dey won't remember but u do and it dosent matter if ur hurt coz i knoe ur rather be hurt than feeling nothing at all, ur rather be hurt than being happy and others r not.. oh paradigm, shift swiftly left and right. will u be faster and run against the time. hey u, stop the smiling face. but dont listen to me. keep smiling. at least it brighten my world. for no reason. owh, i wish i could float and not sink like a titanic, deep deep down burying all my memories which u cant take it away from me... and its like little treasures to me. i might sound weird. i might be sick. but i know i m recovering. i am better. i realize who i am. i realize how painful u are.but please hold on.... Allah is always, always near~ =)