happy

escape.evacuate.

cud not describe of how important i felt we were in that grand ward round room.

unbelievable! awesome and etc.

the fact that i purposely forgot that i am just a student and pretend for several seconds that i am just one of them (read: specialist, consultant psychiatrist!) is some thing that i never never in the back of mind, could ever ever imagine and think of! and im glad im did. i did say something. and im more glad that this taiko and otai ppl are more than willing to listen..

its a nice feeling i think. im not sure. after all, im just learning. we all are. hopefully.

fuuuh. and even aliah said, bro, i think u shud become a specialist like them one day, dey debate/discuss among themselves like mad.. (for the sake of patient of course) which makes me terharu bcoz i nvr think or see it that way...

hurm.

but the truth is i am not sure to pursue with what i like or what i feel that i have to do..
one is sth that u love to do..
and another one is sth that u do for the sake of love..
i hope i cud love what i do.. no matter what Allah's plan for me is..
insyaAllah..

and yes, thank you aliah for making me come to grand ward round today.
we learnt a lot dun we? 3 cases, from 2.30 untill 6 pm!
=)
somatoform disorder,
delusional disorder secondary to ICE,
and finally OCD + panic disorder.

i am one happy gurl today, ok.
so happy!
=)