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Lirik Putihnya Lukisan - Meet Uncle Hussain

Oh duniapenuh dengan derita
ada suka
ada juga dukanya
yang di sana sedang menakluk dunia
yang di sini ditimpa malapetaka

Oh dunia harinioh sedihnya
oh tanah dijajah lagioh kejamnya

*Jika ku seorang pelukis
akan ku warnai duniadengan warna putih
agar tiada gelap lukisannya ow oh oh dan oh
Oh manusiatak ku mengerti sifatnyaada mulia ada juga kejinya
yang si tua berbalahkan kuasa
yang simuda mengacukan senjata

Oh maruah dijual beli
oh murah nya
oh bumi terbelah lagi
oh bencana


and i change my mind.. public health posting is indeed great. im able to realize that there r things dat r not undr ur control.. and der r thngs dat u cn change.. like me finally able to arranging stuffs even initially according to kude's fussiness.. and the long roads to nilai from ampang or putra makes me able to finally cross the road at more than 120km/hr.. not bad for a chicken cum driver name shahirah shuaib.. not bad at all! (:

mun is getting married this 6th or 7th.. (mind me, nikah 6 kots..) nway, im feel so growing up when i heard that my dearest last aunty who is 5 years older than i am is getting married to the luv of her lifetime, cik azam/khalid coz he looks like khalid jamlus. haha. nway, sbb kitaorng beza 5 tahun jerh, so i am so d very close to her.. esp zaman2 sebelum dia sgt sebok berkerjaya di UOB bank.. mun / mak nel/ or appropriately mak su, but her sister who is also my aunt name is suhaila and atok is like 'this is mak su' and so, mak nel cannot be calling mak su even its also ok to call mak su as mak su and mak nel as mak su as well.. owh my, nway.. it dosent matter, wut does matter is dat shashu doa moge mak nel saye majlis nikah/sanding berjalan lancar.. ameen. woot, mun, cepat r mengandung babe, gua nak ukur perut lu! weeee. ;)

meng-meng akan naik umurnya kepada 22 pada baki 5 hari lagi. gosh, cant wait nak beli topup 30 hinggit and bercakap dgn meng2, wishing2 happy birthday. meng adelah kawan baik sy yg palinggggggggg sweet sekalik.. sy syg meng2 sbb meng2 punye telinge dan dimensi mata yg berbeza.. walaupun acap kali nampak down tapi sebenarnye meng sgt forward looking orangnye, despite all s*** yg dia gone thru tapi meng tetap maintain meng.. hee. syg kamu old pal. age is juz a matter or numbers. kan, kan..

akhir-akhir nie abah mcm stress jer. semua bende nk marah2. if scene itu tadik semalam berlaku 5 tahun yg dulu, sure aku down dgn abah or even get even dgn dia or rather culture shock but being me today, aku telan jer pe dia hambur.. and trying my best to distract him frm bebeling.. 'bah, iklan kat billboard nie org tuh kna byr mahal kan kan..' 'bah, yg org tesco tadik tuh mmg lembap hell kan abah kan..' 'abah dah buang air brape kali minum air herbs nie..' wee. tak pasal2 but peace, aku life saver mak ok dr kna bebel. haha.

adam. bukan cite nur kasih lah. seorang adam, di mn aku hawa nye.
rindukan adam yg entah bila akan muncul dgn izinNya.
atau dia sudah muncul dan aku masih lagi terhijab dgn hikmahNya?

ah..

pedulik hape.

aku xnak dgr lagi ko merepeks!!!!!

owh, dats d other me, talking to the other me, trying to reach the so called me
to get at least some sense in at least logic basic thinking stuffs whch sumhow n sumday will be a lot easier.. mayb, juz mayb~

wee. selamat malam seluruh hamba..