gering

"no one get to see the rainbow without going through the rain"...


thanks.

dis makes my day.

alhamdulilah.


p/s: class with dr rafizi wus very cool. now i cn imagine nalini kena tease like nana kecik alwez cerita. now parvin yg kna plak. hehe. bukan racist, nama indian sng ingt maa. hehe. plus u guys jer yg lain kan. yg different, ppl rmmbr better. hee.

and i miss the past.

so much.

that i stop living in the present...

which is so wrong!

as dr rafizi ckp, (and mak aku gak..) hidup nie sng... manusia jer yg buat ia susah.

i luv u, shashu. no matter stupo u are. u r chosed, n u r the chosen one..

i hv my choices in life. i choose to live. and i choose to live for the benefits of the ummah...

stop n stare

im not sure, either im right, allah.. but i wish even im wrong, i still can look back and say, iv tried..

der r times, i wish im not alone.. i m not...of course, but i sudn't be greedy dun i? luv won't come if u dun gv it first... luv dn grew like a seed without land, withot water, it'll die.. maybe i wus wrong to stay unattached. to hv no names in particular that i can really say i really knew.. der r times i felt like i wanna run away and kiss gudbye to everthing and everyone who knew me.. but i keep myself waiting.. lets wait.. wait for the day that i'll stop thinking of wut i shud not been thinking.. stop doing wut i shud hv not been doing.. der r times i wish i hv no flaws.. still young and cheerful.. no responsibilities.. nothing.. dey say extraordinary people do extraordinary things.. me? im not even ordinary.. maybe its the planning. i hv no plans at all.. dey say its ok to dream.. to hav plans.. but im too worried that i stop worrying by letting the tme pass.. im glad the ppl around me r der to tag me along.. thou this world, being alone means unefficient. we need help. i need help. its hard to b alone, isn't it.. time pass by , it won't wait.. demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia itu dlm kerugian... allah, forgive me.. forgie me for not being me....

monsters on d camouflage

p/s: abeq mesti tgh tersipu malu di meja mkn bersame kambengnye. hahaha;) sedap, ikan bakar?;)

ok-sumhow dis name appeared in my mind-as we went bck home-passing her house-frm max vallu-huge sum on the bill-400 bucks-ala, 4 hinggit jer babah-haha- owh- d name?- wong li yen- i wus kind of close to her-when i wus standard 3-till standard 5 when i moved to a government schoo-i wus in a swasta school named sek rendh sri inai- where lisa surihani yg berlakon filem im not single used to school jugak-im standard 2 when she wus standard 5 i guess-entah-not dat exactly sure-nway-why did i remembered wong li yen?-because she wus one of those monsters that taught me one,two things in life-she wus d one who hit her scalp so hard kat terowong at school playground that it really hurt those scalp layers-now i know y did the blood came running lot like hell-sbb mmg byk salur drh pon-so dat it heal cepat-nway- she used to play and came over to our hse-wu usually berbasikal-and play hide n seek- once, i wus d only one who wus not yet found so all of dem, li yen, my lil bro and (kitaorg 3 org jer) haha.. so, carilah ashu. but b4 dey search for me- she said sth dat really broke my heart- 'mane kakak kau yg gemok nie sembunyi?' -kakak kau yg gemuk? hello! i wus not at all gemok-i wonder wut she'l call me now if she saw me(cuz she pindah g mane ntah. i dun gv a damn) -badak air agaknyer-heh- nway, i wus not at all kesah actually-but then i hv feelings too-i do! =)