"hidup bukan satu pilihan..mati juga bukan satu pilihan..tapi, perjalanan antara hidup dan mati adalah satu pilihan..maka buatlah pilihan yang betul dan tepat"
there are times i wish i could fake a smile or remember how great i was doing the things that i love most.. i need to change in a way that i dun care what people might say.. coz sumtims the pressure of not expecting a nice commment of your great effort can be sumthing hurtful, isn't it.. but der r sum ppl i dun expect for them to appreciate and dey said thank you, nice job and those things that i really find, amusing..
expectation..
how can u expect for love to come when the seed is not even planted.. i can say all the good things in the world, and be a great person.. but sometimes, i think i dun deserve it. things change. we have plans, alright.. allah have plans for us, too. it is Allah's plans that will sure be happening..
i wish i wanna be as sincere i cn be.. its a good lesson this week. slowly, we know, the both sides of the coin.. slowly, everything is unfolding which i find the 'old' me being critical again.. aha, i have my own instict in reading body language, alrite.. and i find its so so unfriendly in a way, everthing seems to b a waste of a time frm sumone's else eyes.. i did let go. i did. because its funny. it is. very funny until i laugh secretly. bcoz if i did not let go, that means, my level is the same the other eyes. oh no, im so not the same. dun let me like dat, allah. dun let me have their eyes of looking things~
No comments:
Post a Comment