steps taken..

"hidup bukan satu pilihan..mati juga bukan satu pilihan..tapi, perjalanan antara hidup dan mati adalah satu pilihan..maka buatlah pilihan yang betul dan tepat"


there are times i wish i could fake a smile or remember how great i was doing the things that i love most.. i need to change in a way that i dun care what people might say.. coz sumtims the pressure of not expecting a nice commment of your great effort can be sumthing hurtful, isn't it.. but der r sum ppl i dun expect for them to appreciate and dey said thank you, nice job and those things that i really find, amusing..

expectation..
how can u expect for love to come when the seed is not even planted.. i can say all the good things in the world, and be a great person.. but sometimes, i think i dun deserve it. things change. we have plans, alright.. allah have plans for us, too. it is Allah's plans that will sure be happening..

i wish i wanna be as sincere i cn be.. its a good lesson this week. slowly, we know, the both sides of the coin.. slowly, everything is unfolding which i find the 'old' me being critical again.. aha, i have my own instict in reading body language, alrite.. and i find its so so unfriendly in a way, everthing seems to b a waste of a time frm sumone's else eyes.. i did let go. i did. because its funny. it is. very funny until i laugh secretly. bcoz if i did not let go, that means, my level is the same the other eyes. oh no, im so not the same. dun let me like dat, allah. dun let me have their eyes of looking things~

smile! YM3 settle dah alhamdulllah~

stop n stare

im not sure, either im right, allah.. but i wish even im wrong, i still can look back and say, iv tried..

der r times, i wish im not alone.. i m not...of course, but i sudn't be greedy dun i? luv won't come if u dun gv it first... luv dn grew like a seed without land, withot water, it'll die.. maybe i wus wrong to stay unattached. to hv no names in particular that i can really say i really knew.. der r times i felt like i wanna run away and kiss gudbye to everthing and everyone who knew me.. but i keep myself waiting.. lets wait.. wait for the day that i'll stop thinking of wut i shud not been thinking.. stop doing wut i shud hv not been doing.. der r times i wish i hv no flaws.. still young and cheerful.. no responsibilities.. nothing.. dey say extraordinary people do extraordinary things.. me? im not even ordinary.. maybe its the planning. i hv no plans at all.. dey say its ok to dream.. to hav plans.. but im too worried that i stop worrying by letting the tme pass.. im glad the ppl around me r der to tag me along.. thou this world, being alone means unefficient. we need help. i need help. its hard to b alone, isn't it.. time pass by , it won't wait.. demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia itu dlm kerugian... allah, forgive me.. forgie me for not being me....

raising fund for HUKM childhood cancer

big week.. big stories.. big ideas..


1. FUND RAISING DINNER YOUNG MERCY DI GRAND SEASON HOTEL.. open for PUBLIC, RM 180.. AGAK EXPENSIVE BUT KALO ADA DUIT TUH, APE LAH SALAHNYE MENDONATE SAMBIL MAKAN KAT HOTEL FOR HUKM CHILD CANCER.. =) kata rasulullah s.a.w , yg memberi itu lebih baik drp menerima.. sape interested, boleh email shashu di 0193702431 0r youngmercy3.2007@gmail.com

its around d corner.. 8 FEB nie.. ahad.. at grand season hotel.. =) marilah beramal..


2. ku sangka panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan pagi2 lagi... (secret affair get busted.. only dat its tragic to hear frm families.. org ketiga!again! haha.. memori silam tiba2 menyambar pula.. tak pe, eveyone ade strength and weakness masing2.. mana hubungan yg teroboh masjid nye, believe me, there is always hikmah behind apa jua yg terjadi..its for you to gali and ponder.. and never repeat again.. if u have d guts to even classify ur actions as mistakes lah.. heh.. hidup sorang pon ok.. but then wif kids and all pon, i guess ur gonna b just fine.. one day, jodoh panjang, iA ditemukan lagi dgn seorg yg diciptakan utk kita.. yg lebih baik dan lebih hebat.. iA.


3. pisang tandan umah i masuk rumah jiran.. cisss, kalo x amek nie sure mat salleh depan umah nie kebas.. b4 nie, dah 2 kali dah diaorg kebas.. so, dgn parang kontot, ibu dan saye melangkah gagah ke belakang umah, mengclaim hak kami.. haha.. (abah out station.. una dah balik cyber.. maen futsal..go CUCMS! GO BPHARM!) EVEN kalah, semangat wajib ader, ok.. =)


so, cepatlah habes YM nieh.. haha.. peace..



kepada anda2 yg terase seperti anda kurang usaha utk menjadikan dinner YM ini best, (a reminder utk saye juge) marilah bersama2 kita all out di saki baki waktu yang tinggal ini.. cayo2.. =) go YM3!!! make our dinner a one successful dinner.. amin, iA.