Thursday, June 14, 2012

the day after adik was born...



i appreciated today..
i remember my past..
i get frustated with now..
n get understood with an unexpected question..

be very close with the sun.. as if i am able to hold it in my hands..
Alhamdulillah.
tq Allah..
for today..
even tomorrow may bring another challenge..

i remember how it feels like going through a hurdle.
i wasn't the best of doing it.
but i was sumhow the one need to do it anyway..
deal with it.. finish it up!
face it..... sth dat u need to go through....

of course u'll be scared... afraid of wut would might happen.. or will happen..

through my life, i was not the best.. dream of being the best..
but i was not.. though in some situation, i was lucky that the environment lead me to appear superior
but 'the best' of that era stays in that era..
and in most of 2nd decade i'm going thru...im purely average.

im not gonna fail.
not gonna waste my time.
not gonna cry.
im gonna fight!
coz im a fighter and Allah makes us as a fighter prior to development of XY, XX
Allah makes us a fighter where in every human, there is nafs... and its our iman n will that will help save us in the battle..

o Allah, 2 weeks more..
help all of us pass the finishing line together..

ameen ya rab bal ala min...


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